journal | matt espinosa

twelve

dear diary,
you see, one day we're having fun and hanging out, the next, he ignores me. no, he did not necessarily ignore me. he snuck glances at me, and he smiled at me a few times.

i really liked him. maybe one day we could be together... wait, no. that would be so weird, i mean, a popular guy and a loser? that's definitely straight out of the books. is that what he's going for? the stereotypical teen-fiction? yikes. anyways, i came home to my parents fighting again and it's stressing me out. what if they get divorced? what will happen? will i have to move? oh, diary, this is a big mess.