journal | matt espinosa

thirty-one

dear diary,
seeing dad move was hard. i know you may think it's lame, but really, seeing one of your parents pack all their things to leave is very hard. i mainly try to ignore the fact that he is leaving, yet it comes often to my head, but back to school...

i ignored matthew all day, and i regretted it. he probably thought i hated him, but i didn't. i only ignored him because i was obviously having a bad day. yet he kept coming to me, asking to sit by me and asking if he could walk me to class. surely he was oblivious to my sad state. after school, he had confronted me of how he was concerned, it was really sweet, i told him that all was well and i just went to bed late. well, until tommorow.