journal | matt espinosa

fourty-seven

dear diary,
ever since cloe showed up, she has been showing up more. her presence makes me want to vomit. no, i am in no way whatsoever jealous.

but, looking at the amount of caked makeup on her face and the way her clothes looked like it just went through a shredder, it was hard to look at. i don't understand what boys find attractive in this. anyways, matthew is supposedly taking cloe on a date on saturday. i'm not jealous at all so don't think that.. i just want to watch over, make sure that matthew is okay on the date, that is all. my feelings meant nothing more or less. but then again, was this jealousy?