journal | matt espinosa

fifty-four

dear journal,
i know my feelings. my heart beat fastens when i'm with her, everything around us just stops.

and now i'm gonna tell her, i'll tell her i love her. do i do it now? ok, as i write i am in my car. what will i say? jesus, i love her so much and i don't want to mess this up. this traffic light is taking forever, also. i'm just trying to pass through and ------

authors note:

ooh what happened?
i'm mean i know.