Hard To Love | Monsta X vampire au

7

You woke up by the sound of four male voices coming from the living room and you just followed them.
You walked down the stairs and when you entered the living room you saw everyone already looking at your direction.
Vampire hearing lol creepy.
"good morning" you muttered.
You were kinda uncomfortable, feeling four gazes on you.
"good taste Kyun" a guy that you didn't know said. You guessed that was Shownu, the fourth brother?
"You can have her I'm not interested" Changkyun murmured as he walked past you and to the kitchen.
You just kept looking at your feet feeling pretty unwanted.
"I'm Shownu. Excuse my youngest brother. He is a bit irritable" he said offering you his hand for a handshake.
You forced a small smile on your face before you shook his hand and looked back down at your feet.
"I'm Y/N nice to meet you"
"you haven't eaten anything yet, have you?" Wonho jumped in the conversation, making you look up at him.

His face was so peaceful. It made you relax just by looking at it.
His features made him look so innocent, in contrast to his youngest brother.
He was the exact opposite.
His features were sharp and his face was dead serious most of the time.

You simply shook your head and then he stood up and took your hand in his, leading you to the kitchen.
Changkyun just ignored the two of you and walked off.
"I'm fine I don't really-"
"heeey! Breakfast is the most important meal of the day" he said with a playful smirk earning a chuckle from you.
"do you like pancakes?"
"I love pancakes"
"then sit and wait" he said taking out a chair for you.
You giggled before you sat down while Wonho started cooking.
He was wearing a black shirt which was perfectly hugging his muscular body.
You couldn't help but admire the view.

When he started pouring the ingredients into a bowl, your nose started filling up with the smell of eggs.
Your stomach felt so messed up.
You rushed out of the kitchen and to the bathroom, sitting in front of the toilet just on time to throw up.
Once you were done you flashed the toilet and washed your mouth and hands.
You were about to exit the bathroom when you bumped into Hyungwon.
"you okay? Wonho told me to check up on you" he said and you nodded with a small smile.
"yes it's just...I felt nauseous. But I'm okay thanks" you said walking out with Hyungwon.
"oo I smell baby" he said playfully but instead of laughing you just looked down and cleared your throat awkwardly.
"not the best time to joke about this...right, sorry" he said, scratching the back of his head.

You just headed back to the kitchen to find Wonho serving two plates of pancakes.
"Are y-"
"yes I'm fine! I need everyone to stop worrying about me" you said and took a seat by the table again.
"as you wish...chocolate or honey?"
"chocolate, is this even a question?"

..

It was around 2 PM.
You were all sitting in the living room sharing stories to get to know each other better, while waiting for Shownu's friend.
Except for Changkyun.
He went out without saying where.
A knock was heard on the door and Shownu rushed to get it.
A short guy came in the living room and Shownu followed after him, blushing like a little girl.
No shit. Were these two more than...friends?

"You must be my patient, I'm Dr. Kihyun" he introduced himself to you jokingly.
You let out a chuckle and did a handshake with him.
"I'm Y/N"
"shall we start? Or we're gonna wait for Changkyun?" Hyungwon asked.
"I'm here...I was eating lunch" Changkyun's deep voice suddenly filled the room.
He wiped some blood that was dripping from his mouth and then poured himself a glass of Whiskey.
Kihyun rolled his eyes discreetly but Changkyun could sense literally anything.
Hybrid senses. 🤷🏼‍♀️
"Careful with the attitude...I still haven't had dessert" he said taking a sip of his drink.
"Brother" Shownu mouthed in a warning tone.
"okayy let's get started. I want you to lay down and take a few deep breaths" Kihyun ordered and you did as he said.
He opened his bag and took a bunch of different herbs out. After he mixed them into a bowl he took a small knife and cut your hand slightly, just so he could take a few blood drops.
"okayyy we're almost there...now I'm gonna need some of the father's blood" Kihyun said and Changkyun laughed sarcastically before he started turning.
Using his fangs he bit his wrist and poured some blood in the bowl, before glaring at Kihyun and taking a few steps back again.
Kihyun shut his eyes and placed his one hand on your tummy while his other one kept mixing the containers of the bowl.
Meanwhile he was murmuring a spell.
A few seconds later his eyes shot open and he let out a loud sigh.
"well...congratulations...both of you" Kihyun said turning to look at Changkyun.
You sat up straight and looked at him with your big innocent eyes.
You were speechless.
It was true then.
You're going to be the mother of a baby wolf? All because of a drunk one night stand.

You snapped out of your thoughts when Changkyun pressed the glass he was holding, so hard that it broke. He didn't say anything, instead he just rushed up to his room.
You let out a small sigh before you stood up to thank Kihyun. He was quick to pull you in a small hug before he headed to the door with Shownu.

"give him some time" Wonho said as he sat down next to you.
"Time doesn't heal damaged people" Hyungwon said.
"Come on he isn't damaged. Our brother may be difficult but...he has good in him"
"yeah sure brother, keep telling that to yourself. One day you might actually believe it" Hyungwon said before he turned the TV on.
"Did I do something wrong?" you asked Wonho in a low tone.
He was quick to lift your head up and stroke your cheek, making you lock eyes with him.
"No you did nothing wrong...Changkyun is just being...Changkyun" Wonho said with a sigh.
You felt yourself leaning your head on his shoulder, searching for comfort..

~

A couple of hours later you headed to Changkyun's room and grabbed your things to change.
You were ready to exit his room in order to go to the bathroom when he quickly got in front of you, blocking your way.
"going somewhere?" he asked, lifting an eyebrow.
"Home. Now we know the truth. No reason for me to stay here longer. I have a life to get back to" you said reaching for the knob but Changkyun grabbed your wrist.
"Three witches attacked you in less than an hour. You're definitely not ever going home. This is your home now, at least until you give birth to...that" he said pointing at your stomach.
"There's no way I'm gonna stay here! I have a job, I have friends-"
"and an unborn child which is the easy target! Get your shit together! You can only leave to go gather your stuff...and not alone"
"SINCE WHEN DO YOU EVEN CARE?" you raised your voice at him feeling furious.
Changkyun used his speed to flip you over so that you were pushed against the door and trapped between his arms.
"Let's get this clear...As long as you're carrying my child, you're staying here. After the pregnancy you can dissappear. I don't give a damn...but right now only me and my brothers can protect you! Am I Understood?" he asked looking intensely into your now teary eyes.
You couldn't help but let a few of your tears run down your cheeks.
"AM I UNDERSTOOD?" Changkyun repeated, this time louder.
"yes" you muttered, wanting him to get away from you asap.
Changkyun, smirking, took a strand of hair out of your face and tucked it behind your ear before he stepped back.
You wiped your tears with the sleeves of his hoodie before you spoke.
"can you take me to my house to get my things then?" you asked and he nodded.
"now we seem to understand each other...change here I'll wait downstairs"