Who are you?

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A/N: I love this song, the lyrics are well put as well as the vocals of course. Lauv, Jimin and Jungkook killed it! Man! With that being said this chapter may not be the best only because I've never been in a relationship soooo Idk anything also I would never be able to imagine cheating on a BTS member or ANYONE for that matter. Soooo sorry if this is really shitty. I tried 😅
⚠️Some smut!⚠️

Alena POV:
"This is it, I think he is starting to think something is up." I said as Michael held me.
"Who cares? He hasn't given you any attention, you like how I make you feel don't you?" He said has he pulled me in for a kiss.
"Yes, but-"
"Shhh no but, just let me make you feel better. I can take your mind off of him." He said as he kissed my neck and then his hands began to roam my body. His hands began to pull down my shorts and he kissed me, it felt right just in this moment. He then quickly stuck his penis in and I gasped as he began to move at a fast pace.
"Wai-Ahh!" I moaned as I adjusted to his size.
"Right there!" I moaned as he groaned.
"I'm going to-cum." I hissed. I came but he wasn't finished he began to quicken his pace again and I was overstimulating causing me to squeal a little. He finally came and he pulled out quickly.
I will say that sex with Michael was short, leaving me unsatisfied because I wanted more, it wasn't like with Jungkook...but he was so busy. The guilt began to comeback. I quickly got up and went to my bathroom and cleaned myself up, changing.
"You got to go." I said as I pulled my hair into a ponytail.
"Come on baby."
"No I said this is it." I said as I walked out the room and down the stairs, when I froze in my track.
"Jungk-" I said shocked he was sitting on my living room couch, he turned around and he had tears in his eyes. I felt the pain seeping in seeing him like this.
"How long has this been going on?" He asked me. I just stared at him in shock, when Michael came downstairs and he looked at Jungkook then me.
"Well this is awkward." He said as he ran his hand down his face.
"I'm going...uhh...we are done." Michael said. And I watched him leave and then looked at Jungkook.
"How FUCKING LONG ALENA?!" He yelled.
"A few months." I said with guilt in my voice.
"I don't get it, am I not good enough?!" He yelled
"No!" I yelled back
" Then WHAT?! You cheated on me?!" He yelled tears running down his face.
"You were never here! You distance yourself from me!" I yelled!
"That's no fucking excuse, I was faithful." He said
"Jungkook I'm sorry! Please don't leave me."
"I don't know who you are anymore, your not the girl I fell in love with." He said which really cut me.
"Jungkook!"
"No I need to walk, I gotta get out of here." He said as he walked towards the door. I quickly grabbed onto him to keep him with me.
"Let me go!" He yelled as he ran out.

Jungkook POV:
I left her apartment building as quickly as possible, still in shock of everything that is going on. I just need time to figure stuff out, I feel so crazy right now. I don't know who she is anymore, I fucking hate this, why do I always get screwed over when it comes to love. She has such a way of hypnotizing me with her words. I fell for her lies time after time after time.
"Ugh!" I yelled as I got outside,I began to walk just to clear my mind. I was upset, sad, angry, pissed off. Mostly confused.
Time Skip
I headed back to her place after walking for an hour, I walked into her apartment and found her on the couch crying still. I walked over to her and kissed her, she kissed me back, it was different this time around she was fearful of what this means. Honestly I don't know what I am doing. I picked her up and walked us to the guest room, and laid her on the bed. I began to kiss her neck a little and then I managed to undress her and myself and then put a condom on. I pushed my way into her quickly, and then at a fast pace I began to pound into her, she cried out in pain and pleasure, I kept going even after we both orgasmed. She couldn't handle it anymore as I kept pounding harder and harder, every time she would try to say anything I would just kiss her. After I had enough, I laid next to her neither of us moving or even touching, we both drifted to sleep.
The next morning I woke early and looked over to see her next to me, I knew what I had to do. I got up and showered.

Kaitlyn POV:
I woke up to an empty bed, I figured Jungkook must be downstairs. I got up and put on my robe. I then headed downstairs not hearing anything. I found a letter on the kitchen counter.
Kaitlyn,
I don't really know why I did what I did last night, but I can't stay. I know now you're not the one for me. You have lied to me so many times, you get into my head and play these games.
You aren't who I fell in love with 2 years ago. Something changed and I hate that you are this different person.So this is goodbye. It's over Kaitlyn, I hope that you know that you have broken my heart so much with what you've done.
I hope you don't treat the next guy the same way.
-Jungkook.
I cried as I finished the letter, I can't believe that he fucked me like that and then left, but honestly can I even be mad at him?
I realize how much I fucked up, and I know I can never get him back.

A/N: This was inspired by Who-Lauv ft.BTS
I hope it was okay, this is my first time writing a fix like this. It was definitely different I can say that. I hope you enjoyed it.

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