𝑨 𝑺𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝑻𝒐 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑽𝒐𝒊𝒅 [ 𝐶𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑑 ]

𝐶𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝐿𝑒𝑠𝑠

It is so frightening knowing that I could be dead in you- so scary knowing that any minute from now, I could be forgotten by you whom I thought would be loving me forever like what you did promise. My head is fucked up and everything in it is messy; a chaotic haze is building up and I don't know how to clean it all. But one thing that is clear is that, I could not love you less though my mind is yelling at me that you deserve it. Despite all the pain and the heartaches that you are constantly giving me, my soul still yearns for you. I still could barely sleep knowing that after everything I am doing for you: saving you from your own hell, kissing your pain away, patching your holes and stitching all your wounds, you still couldn't do the same for me. You are just so damn unfair. I am giving you my all and yet, you could not give me your time; you are just giving me shards of it. I know that I ain't your priority and will never be and it is foolish of me to ask for it for I know that I would not be on your list. People like you deserve to be loved less, but people like me do not have the heart to do it.