Sorting It Out

first day pt 2

I let out a sigh of relief that doesn't go unnoticed to the four people who are still looking at me. I break my gaze from the caring indigo eyes and turn towards my class and wave them over. Kirishima , Ashido,Kkaminari and Sero are the first to wave back. As they start to sprint ahead of the group and too me.

"Dude how did you know where you were going? We got lost so much that we had to ask president mic and midnight who were walking to the assembly where to go." Kaminari says while he catches his breath.

"Yeah Izuku how the hell did you get here so easily and fast?" Ashido asks following up Kaminari's question.

"I just followed the signs that hang around the school." i say barley above a whisper yet they all still seem to hear me.

They just stare at me like I am a mad genius with their mouths hanging wide open. I lift my hand cautiously and put it to Kirishima's chin and slowly close his mouth.

"Your going to catch flies if you don't close your mouth." i say just as quietly as before. They all close their mouths soon after that and the rest of the class catches up to us having walked instead of running.

We all direct our attention to Mr Aizawa as he starts talking. "So now that you all have decided to show up we will get started. These three are 3rd years also known as the big three. If you want to know their quirks ask in your own time. That one is Mirio, the one next to him is Tamaki and the girl is Nejire. They will be watching you. So please don't mind them. Now we will be doing a series of quirk assessment tests to test how your work and use your quirk in different things. There will be sprints, ball tosses, strength tests and stuff like that so nothing too difficult."

Once he finishes explaining Mina and Kaminari jump up and down with excitement. "Man, I am so excited. This is going to be so much fun." Kaminari shouts with glee. Aizawa speaks up suddenly.

"If you think that it will be fun then think again. The person that places last in the overall ranking at the end of class will be expelled." Mr Aizawa says and hides his smirk behind his capture weapon. Anyone with a good eye or even hearing can tell that he is lying.

"Izuku" Mr Aizawa says suddenly drawing all of the classes attention to us. "When you did the ball toss in your last school what did you get?" he simply asks.

I take a moment to think before stating the number. "42 meters sir"

Everybody looks at me shocked. I look back at them before shrugging and look at Mr Aizawa.

"And that was without a quirk?" he asks again. I just nod knowing that he probably won't believe me. He looks over and Bakugou for confirmation and Kacchan just nods and scuffs with an annoyed eyes roll.

"Um well okay. That is quite a lot for a no quirk ball toss. Anyways, grab one of the balls and step inside the white circle. One inside toss the ball as far as you can but use your quirk this time." he states. I nod and grab the white baseball out of his hands.

I step inside the ring and think for a second. Should I do it without my quirks and just flunk the test or should I do it with one of my quirks? I briefly think of which quirk I could use. During the entrance exam I didn't use a physical quirk. I used my analysis skills and used other people quirks to my advantage. I decide on what I am going to do.

I draw my hand back and get into a stance ready to throw the ball. I look back at my arm that's holding the ball and the sky. I do a double take on my arm and notice that the sleeve of my long sleeve t-shirt has fallen down slightly revealing the top of the slightly bloodied bandages that are wrapped around my arms.

Calm down Izuku. Nobody can tell unless they are standing in front of you calm down. Nobody is standing in front...of...you...

In front and off to the side of me is standing Mr Aizawa and the big three. They have a look of shock and...worry? On their faces. Before giving them a chance to look further as my sleeve slides down my arms furthers i push my arm forward and get the air/wind side of my quirk activates. The ball is being propelled into the air by the wind that I am controlling.

Once i finally feel like the ball has gone far enough i deactivate my quirk and let the ball glide down to the ground. I lower my arm quickly and pull down my sleeve. I look back up to the four that stand in front of me and I once again meet worried yet understanding indigo eyes. The eyes don't show pity or fear. They show something that was never shown towards me. Kindness and understanding.

I look away from the indigo eyes and over to Mr Aizawa. He spins the measuring device around and it reads 1075 meters. I smile falsely, pretending that I care about my score yet somewhere deep down within me is really proud of my score, and I walk back to the shock shaken group of teenagers.

Soon enough the entire assessment is over and Mr Aizawa is gathering the test results. I look over the class and notice that everybody is talking to someone. While I stand here without anyone. I can't help but feel like they only act to care. Just to break down my walls and break my down further then i already am. I just stare at the floor as my smile slips off my face and my heartbeat speeds up. Soon enough the only thing I can hear is the sound of my own heart beating in my ears. My breath quickens further and my vision becomes blurry.

Suddenly a hand is on my shoulder turning me around to face them. I can't tell who it is but they grab my hand and drag me somewhere. Their hands are gentle and they are only tugging me along. Their touch is soft and nothing like my fathers on a particularly bad day.

Then out of nowhere we stop. I can feel the person turning around and crouching down in front of me. They raise their hand under my chin and lift my head up to look at them. Soft indigo eyes pierce my soul as the built up tears in my eyes seem to slip onto my cheeks.

Tamaki runs his thumb under my eyes to wipe my endless tears away but they just keep on coming. I only sob harder as he pulls me into a hug. This hug is nice. Its soft and caring. Something that i don't feel often if ever. I wrap my arms around him and cry into his neck. He rubs circles into my back in attempt to calm me down. Slowly my sobs become a sniffles and hiccups. Tamaki pulls away from me holding me gently by the shoulders. He begins to speak slowly and calmly.

"Izuku. I know you won't believe this but things will get better. You just have to tell someone. Whoever is doing this to you will get caught. You can't keep hurting yourself." he looks me in the eyes while speaking. He never breaks eye contact.

"Things will get better. It did for me. And it will for you." he speaks slowly. I wish I could believe him. He is the first person to figure it out. Although he doesn't know all of it. He knows enough from past experiences to understand.

I start to cry again and rest my head onto his shoulder. "i -i can't te-tell anyo-one. H-h-he will-ll hurt anyon-ne that-that kno-ows" i sob out. Tamaki rubs circles into my back once again. Once again I calm down slowly.

"Me, mirio and nejire are going to sit with you at lunch okay? I want to make sure that you're okay.' I slowly nod. I'm not opposed to the idea considering that I don't have anyone to sit with anyways.

He keeps me in tight hug while he asks the next question. "Who is doing this to you?" he asks. I tense up. Should I tell him? Should I let him know? Will he tell anyone. My dad is dangerous, i don't want anyone to go through what i had to. I contemplate my options.

"M-my....dad" i sob out....again. He holds me tightly in a comforting way. "Please...please do-don't-t t-t-tell any-anyone." I cried out. I don't want anyone to get hurt. Especially him. He is the only one that cares.

No he doesn't stop kidding yourself

Stop it. It's not true. I don't believe you.

You will soon

"I won't but please come to me if anything happens. I don't want to see you hurt' Tamaki says soothingly.

I just cry into his shoulder until I have no tears left to cry. Then we head to the changerooms to get me ready for the next class before the bell.

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this chapter is dedicated to all the class work i missed writing this extra long chapter in 2 days

-icyhots_bitch   <3