i don't feel strong enough for this.
you were my life, so tell me how am i supposed to live my life when you're not in it anymore?
tell me how to deal with this because i don't.
it's too much and right now i don't think i'll ever get better again. my mind circulates around you.
it's you, and you. it's always been you.
i know i have to, i have to cope without you, because you do not deserve me.
but how can i let go when i still love you so much?
they tell me it will get better, and one day i'll be okay. i agree.
but until then, i'm falling and falling and falling.
