change of username and a change of heart

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is started writing again YAYEET

a couple of comments have motivated me n honestly im surprised y'all still know im alive

yea i changed my username bc it's a better reflection of me now lmao. for those who are wondering, it's based off of the song epiphany by jin of bts because the message behind the song and the song itself is so beautiful. also he n jungkook r my biases so in conclusion seokjin gay

n e ways,,,,, yea some comments rlly got my gears grinding and i wanted to put it out into the world that there's something in the works so i might actually get the motivation to finish it.

it has an ending, but it's getting there that's difficult. im in love with it so far, though. ive written almost 3000 words and i can't stop rereading it because i just love the story. it definitely needs some editing and i definitely need to find a beta. i have two people in mind who i may ask to read and you probably know who you are. if not, you'll get a nice surprise when i ask you to read my final draft. i want to produce something thays really moving, since ive gotten back into reading fanfic over the past year and have read some really heartbreaking stories

(for example (all on ao3): sunflower by jonghyunslisterine (yoonmin), it gets worse before it gets better by captainmentalstability (primarily yoonkook. this is one of the best pieces of writing i have ever read. it's heartbreaking. so beautifully articulated. made me cry real tears lmao), hotter than hell by kinkmins (jikook)) there's a few others i have forgotten but if i remember them i will definitely recommend them!!!

even if you don't like those ships, they're amazing reads. i could even go as far to say that they've helped to improve my writing style. who knows. if you're going to read any of them, read the second one. it's actually a series, but this is the best book out of it, in my opinion. feel free to read them all. i also think the fourth book in the series (to be reborn in a better world (primarily taejoon)) deals amazingly with grief and depression. it doesn't matter what ship you like, you will fucking cry. i cannot stress how much i want you to read that book.

N E WAY!!!! that's it!!! i really hope i can finish what im working on, bc it would be a shame to let it go to waste. i think people would like it??? idk. i know i do 

tank

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