i kind of really want to rewrite metaphors atm but i just like,,, can't do it???
i really want to get better and i want to be able to read it and actually be proud of it, but there's nothing i can do to motivate myself to edit anything other than the first two chapters and honestly it's pissing me off
idk if it's just that im having a bit of trouble with stress about school and personal issues, or if ive just lost the talent to write, or it's just writers block and ill get over it??? it's probably the latter and i know im being dramatic but i can't get myself to do the things i like so yay me
ill try to rewrite as much as i can but nowadays it just feels like im sitting here doing nothing and feeling sorry for myself for being in a slump and tbh idk what im gonna do but ill fuckin try my best because im stubborn and i want to write and ill try carry on writing metaphors until it's completely done but who knows if im ever actually going to get around to writing anything
