ok i need to stop thinking that metaphors is so important bc it's like not my job or whatever, it's just for fun and it's ok if it's not that great
bc i literally got so worried about my new chapter because it's so bad but like,,, it doesn't matter and my writing needs to stop affecting my mental health so much bc it's just a hobby - just for fun - and i don't need to worry about it being good as much as i do
the only reason i worry is bc tbh im a HUGE perfectionist but lack the ability to actually perfect things, so im aware that compared to real authors and other online writers my writing is mediocre at best but that's okay and there's nothing wrong with doing something for fun and i don't need to be the best at everything i do ever
