Behind Bars... Again.

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I am so stupid I think to myself as I sit in a cell once again. This time I went to a party and got caught drinking. Maddie said she would watch Gracie so I could go to Tori's birthday party, I didn't drink that much but i guess it doesn't matter. At first I wasn't even planning on drinking but everyone was pressuring me to. I tried fighting off the officers when they got there but they were too strong for me and Now I'm sitting here with a bunch of other girls waiting for a chance to use the phone.

"Lovato" Officer Jones says

I stand up and he opens the door so I can use the phone. I tell him Demi's number and he hands me the phone.

Demi: hello

Me: mom I'm in so much trouble

Demi: where are you?

Me: LA County Police Department...

Demi: what did you do now?

Me: I got caught drinking at Tori's party but it wasn't even a half a cup I was being careful I'm sorry

Demi: we'll talk more about this later I'll be there soon

Me: okay

I hand the phone back to the officer and go back in the cell. He has another girl come out and locks the door back up. I sit in the corner and wait for Demi to get here.

"Lovato your moms here" officer jones states

I stand up and he let's me out. I walk over to Demi and hang my head. She grabs my arm then pulls me out to the car. We get in the car and drive home, Demi doesn't say a word to me. Once we get home she drags me inside by my ear and sits me on the couch.

"You know you are not allowed to drink any kind of alcohol, my rule and by law you have to be 21 so why do it?" Demi yells "well?"

"No reason" I mumble

"Go up to your room I'll be there in a minute" Demi says

I go upstairs and sit on my bed. Demi comes in with a bag.

"Strip completely then lean over your bed" Demi says

I quickly take my clothes off and lean over the stack of pillows Demi made. She pulls out a onesie, a diaper, a pacifier, and a bottle.

"Not that again" I whine

"Yes this again" Demi whines in a mocking tone

"But why?" I ask

"You need to be reminded that even though you have a baby you are still a child yourself" Demi states

"Are you spanking me too?" I ask "because I don't think it's fair to get diaper punishment and a spanking"

"I was going to but I won't this time but if I catch you doing something stupid like that again you'll be right over my knee" Demi says sternly

"Okay" I say quietly

"Now go ahead and get off those pillows" Demi says

I get off the pillows and move them out of the way. Demi has me lay flat on my bed so she can put the diaper and onesie on me. She grabs the diaper and lifts my legs up to slide it under me. Once it's on she grabs the onesie. Honestly It's actually pretty cute, It has little ducks on it. Demi puts that on me and sticks the pacifier in my mouth.

"Do You remember the rules for this punishment or do you want me to go over them?" Demi asks

"Go over them" I say after taking the pacifier out

"Okay so basically you are a baby so that means no solid foods and if you're hungry you tell one of us, the only toilet you use is the diaper, you are allowed to talk but no phone, computer, or anything that you would typically use except for the tv" Demi explains

"What if I have to go somewhere for Gracie?" I ask

"I'll let you go and that'll be the only time you can have your phone but it's only for emergencies and you still have to wear the diaper" Demi says

I can feel the tears coming so I cuddle up to Demi. She hugs me tight and let's me cry. She rocks me a little and I start to fall asleep. Before Demi leaves my room she lays me down and kisses my forehead. A while later I wake up and get out of bed. Demi and Marissa are downstairs making dinner. Tristan's playing with blocks and Gracie's watching him. I pick gracie up and sit down in the rocking chair.

"Hey kiddo" Demi says as she walks in the room

"Hey" I say

"I fed Gracie for you and all that so she should be getting tired here soon" Demi tells me

"Oh okay" I say

"What about you, are you hungry?" Demi asks

"A little" I say

"Alright hang on a minute" Demi says

She goes to make a bottle so I lay gracie down in the playpen. She falls asleep almost as soon as I lay her down. Demi comes back in with a bottle.

"Are you feeding me or am I feeding myself?" I ask

"I'm feeding you" Demi says

She sits down in the rocking chair and I sit in her lap. Once I'm cuddled up to her she starts feeding me. I feel completely embarrassed but not exactly humiliated. After a while I take the bottle from Demi but stay cuddled up to her. She rocks me as I finish up the bottle. One I'm done I hand the bottle back to Demi and get up. I carefully pick Gracie up and bring her to her crib.

As I watch tv I realize I have to pee. Of course I can't go to the bathroom so I have to let it out in the diaper. I feel so gross peeing myself. Once I'm done I go look for Demi.

"Hey ris where's Demi?" I ask

"She should be up in Tristan's room" marissa tells me

"Okay thanks" I say and run upstairs

"Demi" I say quietly as I walk in Tristan's room

"What's up?" She asks

"Diaper" I say

"Okay hang on let me get him to sleep" Demi says

"Okay" I say

I go back in my room and wait for Demi. Sitting in my own pee is horrible. Luckily Demi comes in.

"This is so gross" I tell Demi as I lay down

"Well you're learning your lesson aren't you?" Demi asks

"Yeah" I say "but can't you just spank me and get it done with?"

"No I chose this as your punishment and if it's working I'll keep doing it" Demi says

"How long do I have to do this?" I ask

"About a week" Demi says

"Ugh" I groan

"You'll be alright" Demi says

"Yeah yeah I know" I say

"Go ahead and get some sleep" Demi says

"alright" I say

Demi leaves my room and I curl up and go to sleep. These diapers are so uncomfortable to sleep in. Gracie cries a few times throughout the night but Demi won't let me take care of her, she does it instead. By the time morning comes I'm used to the way the diaper feels but I still don't like it. So now I plan on kissing up to Demi a little to get it off sooner.

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