SongWriter Book Series

1: 97'

Devante grab my hand. "I love you too much to leave you babe. I am sorry that I wasn't here for you and support you like Pac did for you when you had your first miscarriage. I am truly sorry." He said. 

"I love you too, and thank you for that." I pulled him into a hug.

-

" 

There's always that one person

That will always have your heart

You never see it coming

Cause you're blinded from the start

Know that you're that one for me

It's clear for everyone to see

Ooh baby

You gotta rock your way with this one

Ooh you will always be my boo

Come on

" Usher sung

"

I don't know bout you all

But I know about us and uh

It's the only way

We know how to rock

I don't know bout you all

But I know about us and uh

It's the only way

We know how to rock

" I sung

....

"This song is really good Usher." I smile.

"Thanks, I just knew I was missing something." Usher smile.

"I was your missing piece." I told him.

"Hell yeah, cuz you killed that shit." Usher told me.

I smile. "Thanks."

So after that Usher walked out and this is when I see my brother coming walking in.

I got up and hug him. I just miss my big bro.

"How are you really doing?" Static ask me.

"I cant get over what happen Static. I just cant believe this." I told him.

"You guys were close." Static said.

"Yeah, we love eachother. He was there for me when Devante wasn't." I told him.

"Damn, I didn't know it was like that. " Static said.

"Yeah, a lot of shit happen that you didn't know about. " I said.

"Shit tell me. " Static said which cause me to laugh.

I told him everything.

"Hold up! You are having his baby and you didn't even fucking tell me?" Static said. 

"Look im sorry okay. I found out last month before Christmas and when he got killed it was too much for me. I was too scared to tell anyone."

"Does Devante know?" Static ask me. 

"Yes, he knows, and we are working thru it." 

"I can't believe this shit, you are acting like a hoe." Static said.

"I can't believe you would say that too me."

"Devante cheated on me but you don't call him no hoe, but since im a female. Ugh you make me sick." I got up and left to cool off. 

I came back and he was gone. GOOD!

I already got 6 songs done. But I don't think it would fit on the other project I was doing for the summer. So I might have to drop this out for my fans. I'm trying to keep moving so I was listening to all my songs but "Dreams Are Real" was playing.

"

Sky goes blue

Love flows through

And how you feel

Dreams are

My nigga, wake up feelin' blessed up

You gon' get these bands, you gon' get these checks up

Made it under pressure

You fall under

Today's a better day

Old habits die hard, but we'll find another way

Laid up right next to me and everything is straight

Gon' get left behind if you choose to stay the same

Cause the

.....

"

I nodded my head because I was feeling this shit. This whole Ep is a vibe. But I don't know what to call it. Its different from what I have been doing.

I might call it "Aftermath"

"This sound dope."

I look up and it was Devante.

"Thanks.." I told him.

"I hate that you are pushing me away like this. " Devante told me.

"I know, and I'm sorry. I just cant help it. Its just too much for me right now. I just need to focus on this music and this baby that's all I can do." I told him.

"I understand that. But you need some sleep. You haven't been sleep. You always be In the studio. You turning just like me." Devante joked.

"I cant right now." I told him.

"Fair enough, can I hear what you got?" Devante ask me.

"Sure." I told him.

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Songs:

My boo : Usher Ft. Alicia Keys

Dreams Are Real: Tinashe