Felicity

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"I can't say... I can't..." I whimpered as I pulled at my head, trying to force the words out as she quickly grabs my wrist; glaring into my eyes.

Reaching for my neck, I look at her in horror as she pulls down my turtleneck before gasping before I close my eyes. "Keith... who did this?"

"I-I can't say..." I softly whispered as she wrapped her arms around me gently.

"Were you abused? Beat?" She whispers the questions in my ear as I slowly nod. "Akira."

Hearing my birth name come from her mouth, I knew the next question would be one that destroys my entire being. "Y-Yes Ms.Wilts?"

"Were you... touched inappropriately in any way last night?" She pulls away from the hug as she jots down notes on her notepad.

Looking away from her, I slowly nodded again as she sighs heavily before shuffling to move before kneeling in front of me and grabbing my hands.

"Akira. Last question."

"Y-Yes Ms.Wilts?"

"Were you... penetrated forcefully against your will?" She speaks slowly and clearly.

Looking around to make sure no one hears her, I look into her eyes as more tears form before nodding once more.

"I'm reporting this to the police..."

"They won't do anything... I'll be fine."

"It's their job to deal with these matters Akira. They'll surely handle-!"

"Not when he's-!?"

"So you weren't alpha commanded. You know who did this and you can tell. Why won't you save yourself?"

"There's nothing left to save..." I whisper as I wipe away the tears before standing up, pushing her hands away. "I would appreciate it if you didn't tell anyone. But knowing you, I should expect the cops by a few hours, correct?"

"Yes. It's the right thing."

"They're not going to do anything. I'm a lost cause."

"You're important-!"

"Not as important as he is-!"

"Um, am I interrupting something?" A familiar voice speaks as I turn around before glaring harshly at the white haired male. "I'm here to give a message to Keit-..."

"That's one of them. I'm leaving." I mumble as Ms.Wilts looks at me and the boy in shock.

"One of them? Plural? There were more than one attackers?" She whispers to me as I slowly nod.

"He watched and touched..."

"Um, I'm here to give evidence and turn myself in. I would apologize but that wouldn't do anything. I'll testify against the others if necessary and pay for your tuition for high school."

"What's making you do this? Is this another scam or trick? I'm not as naïve as before." I glare heavily at him before he gulps and nods slowly before extending his arm with an envelope.

"5 million dollars in my name. I've already gave my statement to the police and we are talking about negotiations since I came clean. I'm not doing this for anything in return. I feel guilty that I helped participate in ruining yet another person's life, especially someone who's an orphan..."

"So you feel pity because I'm an orphan?" Snatching the envelope from his hand, I turned to walk back inside the house. "You aren't going to prison. But I will be asking for a restraining order. Help me get the other two into prison." I hissed with malice before opening the door and entering.

Everyone stopped in their tracks as they looked at me in confusion as I stared straight ahead at a wall. Hearing the door slam behind me, I feel a hand touch my shoulder before my legs begin to shake. Covering my mouth, I fight back the want to vomit on the floor before falling to my knees as several people shout out to me.

I'm pathetic. I'm worthless. I'm easy. I'm naïve. I'm nothing. I'm pitiful. I'm a charity case.

I should just die. I need to die. Maybe everyone's lives would be better off without me.

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So... How's life?

~Shadow Out!🌑