I fell asleep last night on sero, he was petting my hair and rubbing my back. omygosh! It felt so good! all I remember was being moved to a laying down position and I missed him and his body heat so I moved to him and fell back asleep. but, as enjoyable as last night was, that short kissing session still left a mark on my neck this morning. the other ones went away. and, really, I was thinking..what-what if this is like...forever? like..what if I found my..my country boy. *replays county boiii I love youuu. awhlaa. vine in head* I would make a food pun right now, ut it's too cheezy. ...bruh.. anyway, I got on my phone and scrolled through many stupid meme's that are so stupid they are a discrace to the actually funny memes. like these:
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ahhh! my eeeyyyeees! see, this is the main reason people go to hell. for posting this shit on reddit. no. no hunny no. that ain't a meme you need some holy water and grab yo bible cuz imma bouta preach to you how to meme. "sero! babe come look at this bullshit!" I said. he came into the room and I showed him the 'memes.' we both cringed so hard, being the true memers we are. we made eye contact and, I coulden't shake the thought of us getting married. I really do trust him but, what if he moves on. I'll never get over him. I started to think. what if he stops liking me? what if I'm not good enough? what if I open up to him more and he dosen't like me? what if he likes someone else. before I knew it, I was crying. "denki? are you ok love bunny?why are you crying?" he said softly, coming in from the other room. I loved my nicknames. and his voice, his voice already made it ten times better.but, yet I was still sobbing like a bitch on Dr.Phil. "I-I just don-don't w-wa-want u-us to b-b-break up!" I said through sobs and dramatic gasps of air. making it sound like I was drowning. I did the only thing I could think of for comfort. grab his shirt and bury my face in his chest. "hey, It's ok, don't cry. I don't see why I would ever, ever lose intrest in you. the past 2 days that we have been dating have been the best of my life. and you keep making them better." he said. I felt hos long arms go around my body as he set me in his lap. he started petting my hair again, instantly making it better. I breathed in a weird shakey breath. " most high school sweet hearts don't e-end up married. I-I...I just don't want that for us." I said, sighing. "you make me happy. so as long as you are happy, I can be too. though, I'd prefer we stay together he said, kissing my nose as I looked up at him. "really?" I said. "yes." he replied. we put our heads together and held hands. "I hope this is forever." I said, with my eyes still closed. "and then that it will be." he said, kissing me. in that moment I relized, we might actually do it. we might acually get married in the future. I just can't help but still wonder, Is this gonna be forever?
