Bio for 2019 - 2023 (finished)

So...

Hi whoever reads this if anyone actually reads this

So a lot has been going on so I didn't update my bio because a lot has happened found out shit about my so-called relationship, it was all a lie everything was fake.

I should have known, I mean a guy like that doesn't date girls like me, people said he bragged about me but he must have been slagging me off, made fun of me.

Everything he said was all a lie... 

He cheated on me with ... I have no idea how many different girls 

I was living in a dream world ... I was a fool, an idiot just so dumb 

The dream world was hit with reality, a really horrible reality 

One I should have seen 

I was a bet

A game

I wish I never meet him

I wish I never wasted nearly two years of my life  with him and his lies 

I wish I didn't go to him when Rebecca died, I should of went to Felix or someone else well Felix did help me back then messaged every day, letting me cry on his shoulder unlike Caleb who was on for some of the day then fucked off for a month when I needed him the most

Now I know it was cause he didn't wanna put up with me 

He was probably happy to see me hurt 

I'm not hurt I'm just pissed

I wanted to get him back for all the lies and cheating but I can't, you can't hurt someone who doesn't love you.

                                 So yeah that's what's been happening 

But it's like whatever know, I'm happy I have a good best friend and that's all I need, A good best friend

So that's it for my bullshit life

Know sorry I haven't been able to write I had my nephew for a week, I never got 5 minutes peace but he's away home but on the 19th of August until the 25th of August it's only me and kat at home so I might be able to get some writing done then maybe unless I decided to do something else like sitting on my ass, eat junk and watching random tv or box sets. 

On Monday and Tuesday kat is working 5 - 11 

Wednesday she is off but we have to go pay bills 

Thursday she is off again but we have to take out nana to get her hair done 

                               Friday - Sunday  I think she is 8 - 3 

                                                           or 

                                                  Maybe 9 - 3 

                                             Not 100% sure 

But most of the time I will be alone :) so I can do whatever I want lol

                               Well that's all the shit so later