I don't feel like me

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So the past few weeks I haven't felt like myself, I've been struggling a lot with being me, writing and just the things I used to do. Like I used to write so much and have so many different idea's but now I write slow and is completely lost.
I don't feel like me, writing is the only thing I'm kinda good at so without it I'm not me.
Beau came back and idk how to talk to him or act around him, my body is shaking and I'm scared talking to him idk why he's my best friend. Idk what's going on.
I was thinking about getting back together with cal but he never messages so I need to just get over him and idk how to do that either.
What's wrong with me !!!!!
I wanna cry I'm so confused and idk just not me.
     Someone help me !!!!

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