My Assassin - Love and Loyalty [ Completed ] [Edited]

Chapter 22 : Final Chapter - Love yourself, Forgive yourself

"Zhang.."

"..."

Just a simple word, Zhang felt his world turned upside down all over again. His heart begin to beating so fast!

He raised his head and looked pass the partition. His eyes shuddering with disbelief. "Y-You.. Hanna..?"

"How are you?" She asked patiently.

Zhang don't believe his own eyes. He thought.. she.. she's dead!

He looked away and said in cold tone, "You're not supposed to be here. Go back!"

"Why?"

"!!" Zhang was surprised and starting getting angry. "Because you hate me. I killed you!"

Hanna calmly ignored the statement and replied, "You don't kill me, as you can see and.. I don't hate you anymore."

Zhang closed his eyes tightly, "Just go back.. I don't have right to see you again.. I hurt you, stole your happiness and family and lied to you. Now, please go back and leave." He said as he feel defeated.

"Yes, you did.." Hanna replied calmly. Zhang couldn't help but looked up and stared at her in guilty.

"However, despite all that.. you kept me alive all this time and chose to protect all the orphans back in the Golden Red. You've trained us well.."

"I know you did it because of your father. Even if I want to end your life right now, it doesn't mean I will get to see my adoptive parents again. It's my own choice to follow you to Golden Red, it has nothing to do with other. I could run away from you back then if I wanted to, but I don't. I wanted to get stronger to be able to protect myself. "

Zhang can't stop staring at her with his sombre eyes and continue to listen.

"Zhang.. When I'm still in unconscious state, I had a weird long dream. Inside my dream, I was visiting my adoptive father's grave in pouring rain that evening. When I wanted to get closer, I saw a familiar back facing towards my father's grave. I knew instantly that man is you. Even I can't see your face, for some reason, I felt sadness around you. Once you left a beautiful bouquet of flower on my father's grave, you said something before left the cemetery with your same umbrella.

"I don't have any idea why you visited the grave. Since I was curious, I came to his grave and looked at the flower that you've just left. There's a note between the fresh flower. I read it and it sounded like this: "no matter what happened, I'll stay alive.. so I can protect her on your behalf.'' –Z–

Zhang widened his eyes in shocked afterwards. How.. how did she..?

Hanna don't why he's so shocked but she continue her story. "After I read the note, I slouched down while hugging my knees in pouring rain. After spending for awhile thinking the meaning on the note, I suddenly came across with understanding. Not to long, I got carried away by a black hole and I woke up to reality."

Then, Hanna stared straight into his eyes and said, "You know what I found by understanding the meaning of the words? I realized, you tried to forgive yourself for many time but you felt your sin is too big to forgive it."

"Zhang, I also wanted to forgive myself because I had grave sins as well. So, let's love yourself to forgive yourself.."

With that words, Zhang couldn't help but cried. He knows where she's pointing at. In order to forgive him, she told him to love the present-self. You can't go back to the past, but you always can forgive anyone including himself.

"I'm.. I'm sorry.."

Hanna nodded and accept his apologies.

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John and Hanna on the way to Salt Sins City. In the car, John told her briefly about the history and activities of Golden Red. In order to expand their influences in other countries, Golden Red actively seeking for opening to steal The Star Corp company's technology after they had lost William.

After Glen Zhang got arrested, he felt guilty and regret for what happened to Hanna, so he confessed everything what he does including killing all the member of The Bad Guys organization. The military court decided to put him behind the bar for 7 years in military prison.

John didn't miss to tell her about his assistant, Aldean Yu, since he had nothing hide to her. Aldean Yu already woke up from coma and now recovering pretty well.

Before he continue to tell the rest, he clasped his hands with her and caress her pink cheeks. "The court had decided what to do with you. You'll serve your punishment in prison in six month. This is best we can do with father." As he finished his words, he looked sad and guilty.

Hanna looked at him and said calmly, "Perhaps the judges are being too kind me. If anything, I should be sentenced with death. It's only six month. Thank you.."

John was relieved. He knew she will understanding of all this.

Very soon, they arrived at the Salt Sins City's cemetery. Hanna and John visited the grave that had been overdue to visit. Today, they had the chance to visit their parents personally.

[William Hae, Lia Margret]

Hanna stared both of the grave before putting flowers on their grave. "Although, you're not my real parents, you'll be forever be my family.."

On the other hand, John Yun had mixed feelings. He felt it's been a long time since the last time he saw them."Father, mother.. Sorry for being so late. Today I came to pay you both my respect.."

John held Hanna's hand and pulled her closer. "Also today, I came here with your beloved daughter. Using this opportunity, I would like you to give your blessing to us.."

Hanna was shocked when she heard this. John looked at her with determine pair of eyes."I, John Yun, with blessing from William Hae and Lia Margret, will take Hanna Li as my wife, to have and to hold from this day forwards, to love and to cherish her forever.."

After that, John kissed her lips and forehead to stamp his devotion. "I'll wait even it takes six month or years, I'll be there for you.."

At that moment, Hanna felt lost yet she found warmth from the man's words. She realized, she's not alone anymore. She hugged him and whispered to his ears, "Thank you.. I'll be back soon.."

John hugged her even tighter and kissed her on her rosy lips like no ending. When he felt Hanna struggling for air then John finally let her go, unwillingly.

Hanna now felt happy as she found the real meaning of life. The assassin can be happy once again because Stories end the same, in black and white.. In cemeteries and dust..

Therefore, for those who still alive, we can continue the story of our life. The story has just began..

Later then, Hanna and John just about to leave the cemetery, Hanna caught something in the corner of her eyes. She found there's another bouquet placed on William's grave. Hanna came back and studied the flowers. Like in her dream, she found a card inside the bouquet. She picked up and read it.

'As atonement, I'll protect her with my life on your behalf. I will live for you.. Sincerely - Zhang'

THE END.

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