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imessage: kangkiki to agustd

do u know why she has lung cancer?

agustd

no?

kangkiki

seungwan used to smoke

a lot

agustd

what??

kangkiki 

unbelievable right?

seungwan has a beautiful smile that can covers her depression

agustd

depression?

kangkiki

yes

before in schools she was more chubbier 

and everyone made fun of her

so she tried every ways to get a skinny figure

including smoking

agustd 

wtf

kangkiki

but unhealthy diet and lung issues caused a worse condition to her vocal

and u know singing is her permanent dream

poor girl having a mental breakdown back then

struggling between visual and vocal that she could hardly ever balance

agustd

thats why last time she hesitated choosing small or large size

kangkiki

yea its very easy for her to gain weight back

agustd

but i got her a large

kangkiki

GODDAMNIT PLEASE MARRY OUR SEUNGWAN

agustd

maybe shortly

continue please

kangkiki

once she noticed sth wrong happened to her larynx 

so she went to the doctor

and was diagnosed to have lung cancer

it's still very mild i told u

but u know what is the worst?

agustd

what

kangkiki

seungwan seems to not hold onto life anymore

she lost her motivation to exist

she used to sneakily stop using medicine until we found out and accompanied her 

agustd

that stupid woman

kangkiki

so oppa

may i ask u a favor?

agustd 

say it

kangkiki

can you be her purpose of living?

agustd

i wont be

i am.

kangkiki

wow 

confidence

we all count on you

please save her

agustd 

no worries

kangkiki

okay then 

the total is jimin + 45 lobsters

i wont count these last messages cuz im super nice <3

agustd

go to hell and dont ever wake up again.