Dark Thoughts

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Dear Boy,

I know this is stupid.

I can't seem to say this to your face.

I have to admit I am a little scared.

I like you.

I have for a while.

I care for you.

But I try to not make it obvious.

This is really dumb but-

I am jealous.

I am jealous of that girl.

I shouldn't have been.

It is really stupid.

I want to be the friend that could possibly become more.

I want to be the girl who you can just talk to.

I want to be the girl that just sits in your lap whenever I feel like it.

I know this isn't possible.

I think that you guys would be sweet together if you went out.

I would be upset.

Just for a little while.

But I would move on.

Maybe.

Hopefully.

I will try to stop these feelings.

I know nothing will happen.

I know nothing will work.

Maybe that is why I haven't tried.

I haven't tried to kiss you.

I haven't tried to hug you.

I just wanted to know your feelings towards me.

I guess I now know.

From,

Girl.