Bakugo x Reader X Todoroki

Chapter 17:Hedgehog....I have to go.

my first kiss...with...Katsuki

I was sitting on the sand beside him.

Its starts when Katsuki called me a beast coz of my hair. It was a mess after battle.

I didnt know it will be more messy right after.

"What's with your fucking hair today, its all messy."

"That's because you messed it up ya douche."

He grunts, surprisingly not yelling at me.
"Katsuki...Thank you."
He bowed his head low and scoffed.
"Tch. Whatever."
"Katsuki..can I ask you something?"
He looks at me with his always-faced-down-eyebrows still giving him future wrinkles. 'Dude, chill.'
"What? Make it fast I don't have all night."
He complained.

"Why do you make me feel this way?"

His always-faced-down-eyebrows stopped facing down. Its

Soft.
Its soothing to see his face.
But why do I see....Shoto?

"What's with your reaction, Porcupine?"
"Why do I...make you feel that way?"
Thats odd. He seems surprised.
"What way?!"
I scoff and smile at him. His cheeks look...squishy. So very...squishy.

What way?, he asks.
That way I don't feel so...alone.

"That feeling when...we're together."
He widens his eyes.
I look away, blushing.
"Forget it, that was a stupid questio-"

I feel soft lips muffling mine.
It was quick but it was worthwhile.
But for some reason...I wasn't kissing back.

I like it.
He messed up my hair, hummed against my lips.

This makes me..relaxed. My eyes slowly close in satisfaction. He pulls away, still looking at my eyes. "Y/N...you make me feel that way too...."

"Y/N?"
I stopped day dreaming when I saw Shoto waving his hand around.
"Uh....yes, you are..m-my first." I lied.

~~~next day~~~
"We're having a summer training camp."

The class squeal.
Of course I came back to class its not like I can just ditch it.

Todoro- or rather, Shoto and Bakugo did lessen the intensity of my condition.
But I lied about my first kiss.

If I deepen my relationship with Bakugo, this means if he finds out, he's gonna get hurt..Shoto will get hurt too.

But if I deepen my relationship with Shoto...
Bakugo can get less hurt then..

What am I going to do?

I love Bakugo too.
I love him.
But he's not the only one
But he's not the only one
But he's not the only one
But he's not the only one
But he's not the only one
But he's not the only one
But he's not the only one
But he's not the only one
But he's not the only one

He's not the-

"Y/N, are you okay?"
I realized I was already gripping my hair and tears were already tempting to fall.

I was holding..

Scissors, pressed against my skin.

No..I would never hurt myself.
I can't
I'm not depressed. I'm okay..
Just crazy.
Loco girl.
Tramautized.

"Help." I hear myself unconciously say with a hoarse and wobbly voice.

"Get Recovery Girl. NOW."
Aizo-san's voice was the last thing I heard.

Im in the infirmary...again. I really hate these quirks why must they depend on mental health. Its not exactly pleasurable.

"Is something botherimg you?" I hear a soft deep voice that give me relief."If something's bothering you please tell me..I care you know..I...I don't like seeing you like this." Shoto grunts and folds his arms. "Hey, Shoto." He looks up, still looking grumpy. "Why do I have to suffer like this? I want to be normal...just like everyone else."