Chapter 4: She left

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Dahyun's P.O.V (Point Of View)

"@sonchaeng wants to sent you a message" I repeated blankly staring at my phone. Hesitating, I finally unlocked my phone, pressing the notification that led me to the message my old bestfriend sent me.

sonchaeng:
dahyun are u up?

kimdubu:
YEAH HI BBY|
YEAH HI|
YEA|
|
yeah

sonchaeng:
how r u

kimdubu:
good now
that you texted|
good now that|
good now|
|
good you?

sonchaeng:
i miss u|
i miss|
|
alright

kimdubu:
i miss you|
i miss|
|
is there anything you need?

sonchaeng:
can we meet up?
all 8 of us

kimdubu:
yes id like to clear
everything out|
yes id like to|
yes|
|
sorry i can't
i have a tight schedule

sonchaeng:
ah it's okay
i heard you're
having a concert

kimdubu:
yah this friday

sonchaeng:
cool
sorry for bothering
this late at night
i love you|
i love|
|

kimdubu:
i love you|
i love|
|

seen 4:50 AM

I locked my phone, slowly putting it away. I'm really disappointed in myself for not being able to be straightforward with Chaeyoung and tell her that I really wanted to fix our friendship. I wanted to explain to all 8 of the girls my point of view and how I felt the time I made the decision to leave.

I never thought my decisions would turn their lives upside-down and I've regretted it, but it's clear that only Chaeyoung out of the girls wants to meet me.

I get it though, Chaeyoung was the only one who knew from the beginning the reason behind me leaving and I specifically asked her not to tell the others. This way, I  basically betrayed the others and showed  them I didn't trust them. But I did and still do. I was just mad that no one took me seriously.

I closed my eyes, my mind going wild.
I missed them too much but they don't and I get why.

I drifted off to sleep, trying to block out the girl's opinions about me, a matter that's been haunting me ever since I left.

Chaeyoung's P.O.V (Point Of View)

S.O.S

sonchaeng: guys??

godjihyo: good morning!

imnayeon: if it's about dahyun i really don't wanna listen.
like ik we said we'd meet but im
having second thoughts

yoojeong: gm

sanazaki: What's up Chaeng?

minari: Good morning guys!

sonchaeng: its not, nayeon unnie
i just wanted to know if
u guys are free this friday?

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