"Almost midnight" we whisper

"Your rooms now" Demi snaps

Maddie and I run upstairs. I already know what's coming but I'm still terrified. It seems like no matter how hard I try to behave myself I screw up. Tears start going down my face as the voices start appearing.

"Fuck up"

"Waste of space"

"Why are you still here?

"No stop you're wrong" I say

"You know what will make us go away"

My demons keep taunting me. I'm so close to breaking but I can't let that happen again. They won't shut up so I run downstairs.

"Mommy make them stop" I cry out

I run to the living room but Demi's not there. I run back upstairs and into Demi's room.

"Mommy make them stop" I cry

Demi shoots up out of bed and rushes to my side.

"What's wrong baby girl?" Demi asks

"They're saying I'm a worthless fuck up that's a waste of space make them stop" I cry

"Shh baby girl it'll be okay" Demi whispers

She sits me up on the bed and sits with me. I lay down and she cuddles up to me.

"Fight through the voices baby you're so much stronger than them" Demi says

"Help" I whisper

Demi starts singing skyscraper and I sing with her a little. The voices start to fade and I feel my eyes start to droop. I try getting out of bed but Demi stops me.

"No you're staying in here" she says

I curl back up to Demi and fall asleep. In the morning I wake up and Demi's clinging onto me. Her cheeks are tear stained.

"Mommy?" I whisper

"Hmm?" She mumbles

"Are you okay?" I ask

"Now" she mumbles

Demi slowly sits up.

"What made that happen last night?" Demi asks

"Every time I try to behave I fuck up" I frown

"Amanda don't think like that you're young and learning I don't expect you to be perfect" Demi says

"I'm sorry about last night" I say

"I know you are honey but you're still being punished later" Demi says

"I know" I sigh "can we get mine done with now?"

"Yeah I guess" Demi says

I get off the bed and Demi grabs her brush.

"Bare or no?" I ask

"Bare" Demi says

I pull my pants down and lay across Demi's lap.

"No more staying out past curfew" she says

I brace myself for the punishment then Demi begins.

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

Demi puts the brush down and cuddles me.

"I'm sorry" I cry

"I know honey you're forgiven" Demi says

She rubs my back until I calm down then I put my pants back on.

"Oh and Amanda" Demi says

"Yeah" I say

"No going out with friends for a month" Demi tells me

"Alright" I say

I go in my room and Demi heads to Maddie's. I'm guessing she just wants to get the punishments out of the way.

MADDIE POV

I've been up for an hour now. I know Demi's punishing me today but I don't know when. I really hope she doesn't go too hard on me.

"Mad can I come in?" Demi asks

"Yeah" I say

"Let's get your punishment over with now" she says

"Alright" I sigh

Demi sits on my bed and I stand up. Since I don't get spanked that often I don't really know what she wants me to do. She pulls my pants down and pulls me over her lap so my bare ass is on display. I hate it so much when she does it like this... Anyway, I brace myself for the punishment and she begins.

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

I'm bawling at this point. She's never gone this hard on me before. Demi pulls me into a hug and rubs my back.

"I'm sorry I had to go so hard on you but it's not fair to Amanda if I go easy on you" Demi says

"I know in sorry" I cry

"You're forgiven baby girl" Demi says

Once I stop crying I put my pants back on and lay on my bed.

"Amanda's birthday is coming up" Demi says

"I got her a necklace while we were at the mall" I say

"I think I'm going to have a party here for her and invite hunter hayes" Demi says

"she'll love you even more" I smile

"Then it's settled" Demi smiles

"Wait invite Justin Bieber too I know she likes him a lot" I say

"I'll see what I can do" Demi smiles

She leaves my room and I get on my phone. I can't wait for Amanda's birthday now!

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