DAMAGED •• YunJae•• DB5K

Chapter Five

When Yunho awoke the next morning it was to the feel of Jae’s hand under his shirt rubbing across his upper chest. “Jae!” Yunho growled, clearly annoyed at the intrusive touch.

“Your man moobs are gone. Another reason you need to eat more, they were the only breasts that ever did anything for me,” Jae said, raising himself up and smiling down at Yunho.

“Behave,” Yunho warned but he couldn’t help but laugh at Jae and how ridiculous he looked in his stage outfit, wild hair, and messed up make-up.

“Are you laughing at my look?” Jae asked, smiling as he climbed up on top of Yunho sprawling out across him.

“Get off,” Yunho moaned at the added weight on top of him.

“Nope,” Jae told him as they were face to face. Yunho turned his head quickly before Jae could try anything, but instead he found himself in a fierce bear hug. “I missed you. I hated leaving you.”

“Not gone a day,” Yunho managed to get out quite clearly to his surprise even as he was being hugged within an inch of his life.

Jae loosened the embrace and looked down at him, “You better have missed me too.”

“Maybe, get off,” Yunho reached up with his left hand and swatted at Jae but the other man just laughed at him.

“I slept in this monstrosity of a Halloween costume for you, so you better have missed me. Do you have any clue how bad this itches?” Jae asked, smiling at the man beneath him who couldn’t help but smile back at him.

“I’m sorry gettt ooofffff!” The words were out of his mouth and only when Jae’s lips met his did he realize the error in his words. Yunho found himself responding instinctively and found their tongues entangled in that old familiar dance that came way too naturally for Yunho’s liking. When he felt Jae’s hand slowly glide down his body something snapped in his mind. A memory so horrible that it wiped away any instinct he might have succumbed to. Yunho suddenly became cold and clenched his mouth shut, turning his head.

Jae’s whole body had responded desperately and quickly. When Yunho had turned his head Jae had just gone to work on Yunho’s neck, savoring every taste of the man. When Jae’s hand reached lower and squeezed he soon found the other man was not aroused at all. Jae jerked his hand back quickly and pulled up and away from Yunho.

“I’m sorry,” Jae said, climbing off Yunho who was fuming at him quietly refusing to look at him. “I don’t know what came over me…it’s just been so long since we have been…you…you…you didn’t feel anything?” Jae asked, deeply troubled. He wasn’t used to such a lack of response.

“Nothing,” Yunho told him, turning to watch Jae digest the information.

“How can that be? We were always so good together…since we were sixteen…that was never a problem,” Jae asked again, unable to comprehend Yunho’s lack of response. All during their separation he had imagined what it would be like if he could just get Yunho to let his guard down.

“Things change,” Yunho told him simply, as Jae’s disbelief started to amuse him. Jae’s hidden vanity that so many were unaware of really was a monster.

“It’s that damn catheter! That has to be why,” Jae said, sitting up in bed. He was clearly aroused, his clothing hiding nothing.

“Catheter is oouur friend,” Yunho reminded him, smiling at the frustrated man.

“The hell it is,” Jae cursed, but then seemed to realize how inappropriate his behavior was and covered his face with his hands. “What am I saying? You can’t even move your right side, you woke up a week ago, can’t even pee on your own and I just want to…I am as bad as Heechul says.”