Brothers Best Friend 2 (H.S)

Chapter One- Nightmare

This is the 2nd book to Brother's Best Friend, hope you enjoy x

Chapter 1

Amy's POV

It's been a year since I left.

A year that yet felt like two.

Probably the hardest year of my life. Something I will never forget.

So what if I was living out my dream? So what if I was on the Gold Coast? So what if I had made new friends for life? So what if I was setting myself up for stability and achievement in life?

It all meant nothing compared to what I could of had.

But no one knew what I had been through.

Or what I was still going through for that matter.

My world had stopped, just like the life inside of me. I had lost it. I had lost myself. Lost myself within everyone else.
I felt like I was screaming in an empty room, watching the world go by without a second glance.

But it was all my fault.

It was all my fault and I had no one to reassure me otherwise. I didn't deserve it.

I knew what I had done. I knew what I could of had. I knew what he could of had. But I took it away from him. I took it away from us.

And I will be forever wondering what if.

What if I didn't? What if I was able? What if I could of been that person?

But no matter how many times I thought of this, it could not bring what I wanted back to me.

And that's what broke me.

I guess it's what I deserved right?

I guess I deserved to feel the pain and loss of what I made others feel? I guess karma was really coming at me with all guns blazing? I guess this was justice.

My life continued.

The world still spun. My life went on, just like nothing had ever happened.
But yet what did I expect when I sit in radio silence?

No one knew of what I had been through and I was set to keep it that way. I didn't need pity. I didn't need sympathy off people who didn't understand.
I didn't need anyone.

So now here I am.

Sitting in my room, alone.

Pouring, what is left of my heart, into an old journal like it would take the pain away.

But the more I wrote, the more it hurt.

The more it made me realise how much damage this had caused.

If only he knew I was drowning in my own dream.