Daniel's Grief

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I know I should be happy about the rankings on this book. I normally would be. It's just today was iffy at school. A girl got murdered by her boyfriend last night that was in my school
I mean I personally didn't know her. All I know was that she was in grade 12. And a lot of kids knew her.
My hopes and prayers are with her and her family at this moment. Hopefully she's no longer in pain at all wherever she is and is as happy as she made other people to this day.
"I-...Oh god I can't say this. I-I can't do this alone." Shiro sighs leaning against the door and looking at the paper he was supposed to read during Allura's funeral.
The paladins had decided they were going back to earth to have a proper burial. They wanted to hide her corpse somewhere safe and Lance came up with the idea of eats. Hell Lance came up with half of the funeral plans. Shiro had cried every day. Keith never talked about her anymore. Pidge, well they just got so angry at the Garla that they got more violent towards them on their mission. Hunk, he openly sobbed about it. Lotor on the other hand, he just became a shell for a while. A shell of what he used to be. As for Kuro, he would lay on Allura's bed and whimper like a dog.
Shiro held back a loud sob, his heart snapping in half again glancing at a picture of him and Allura standing next to each other with Matt. He hated to think about today. This was going to be like pure hell for him.
Yet, soon he heard a whimper come from his bed. He watched as the blankets in his bed move a bit before a tiny little Cubian toddler sat up. Daniel sighed loudly rubbing his eyes holding back a sob. His tiny little fist were clutched in a fist.
"Daniel is everything okay?" Shiro asked waddling over slowly after getting up. Daniel nodded sadly. Laying next to him was Keith who had agreed to get Daniel to sleep for at least an hour so, he brought him here.
"Buddy don't lie or I'm gonna have to wake your dad up so he can cheer you up." Shiro sighed sitting on the side of the bed tiredly. Daniel shook his head no before wiping his eyes tiredly while sniffling.
"I..I miss aunt Allura." Daniel whispering rubbing his tears away again. Shiro sighed moving a bit closer unsure of what to say. His heart ached thinking of his twins doing this when they found out about what happened to their mother. Oh god, what was he gonna tell his kids? How was he gonna say that to his child? How do you tell a child their mother died?
How do you tell anyone that someone in their life died?
Shiro sighed moving closer. Then he wrapped his arms around his nephew. He rubbed the tiny boy's back. Daniel sniffed before snuggling into his uncle's bloated stomach. He rubbed his nephew's back ever so slightly before Daniel began sobbing loudly into his uncles stomach and hugging him lightly. Shiro blushed feeling the tiny boy nuzzle ever so close to him.
"Shhhh...shhhh. It's okay Daniel. She's in a better place today. She's in a place where no one can feel pain with her mommy and daddy." Shiro tried to keep him calm. Instead that made Daniel sob louder. Shiro jumped trying not to make a scene in front of the tiny baby boy.
"U-why did she have to go? Why couldn't god have let her stay longer unice Shiro? Just long enough fo-for me to hug again?" Daniel sniffed looking up at him. His big bright blue eyes were filled with tears. His nose was already red and running. It made Shiro's heart heart.
All this heart wrenching child break down, hormones and grief finally broke him and he began crying. Tears dripped out of Shiro's large grey eyes ever so slowly. Daniel sniffed while Shiro used his free hand to rub his eyes.
"I-I know you want to hold her again. To tell her that she's a good person and how much you love her but, Daniel you can't do it anymore....but she knows how much you love her. She always knew. And even though I-it's her time I'm sure she's watching over you as we speak." Shiro smiled sadly rubbing the tears out of his nephew's eyes. Daniel nodded sadly before hugging him lightly again sobbing quietly. He sighs rubbing his back ever so slowly. Then he felt it.
A tiny bit of movement came from his stomach making Daniel move a bit.
Daniel snuggled looking puzzled while Shiro looked down tearfully, on edge at the moment. His heart began beaming as a memory rea played in his head. He could hear her voice whispering in his ear.
"To be honest Shiro no matter what I think you would look cute." Allura teased wrapping her arms around her boyfriend's back. She rested her head on his shoulder while her white hair remained in a large pony tail. Her eyes shined a bit seeing Shiro's binder in the reflection.
"Yeah Allura's right. You'll look great weather you get top surgery or not." Matt smirked leaning on the door way. Then he walked over and rested his head on Shiro's other shoulder. Shiro snorted looking at his partners in the reflection of the mirror.
"Well I think you two are huge dorks." He snorted loudly. Allura rolled her eyes with an amused smirk. Meanwhile Matt just giggled a bit nuzzling him.
"Well we'll love you no matter what you look like and what happens Shiro." Allura smiled kissing his cheek. Shiro blushed looking st her.
"You sure?" He asks them. Both Matt and Allura's eyes met. They both smiled brightly before kissing Shiro on both of his cheeks.
"We mean it." Matt smiled.
"Now and forever." Allura added smiling brightly.
"Unice Shiro why is your stomach like that?" Daniel asked sniffling loudly. Shiro wiped his eyes again. Then slowly he spoke up.
"That's because there two babies in there." Shiro admitted. Daniel gasped loudly and smiled before hugging up his stomach lightly again closing his eyes. Shiro laughed a bit relaxing a bit more before he heard Daniel whispering to the kids.
"I know your mommies not around anymore but, it's okay. We can share mommies when you come out." Daniel smiled not knowing his much it hurt Shiro's heart to hear that.

" Daniel smiled not knowing his much it hurt Shiro's heart to hear that

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Again I hope that girl I mentioned before is in less pain and happy whoever she is now.

















"How much longer until we can send her into battle?"
"That one six's weeks, the other girl, the blond one, probably six years or as long as it takes to get this to work miss."
"Get it to work faster or else the next warrior strikes Korila it might be that son you have ever so many picture of in your room."
"Your wouldn't dare."
"Try me."

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