Chapter 11: Does he hate me?

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"B you're alright!" Savannah exclaimed.
I nodded, "yea."
I missed her so much.
Her and Jake.
"Where's Jake?" I inquired with a slight frown.
"I don't know."
Worry washed over me as thought of all the places he could've gone.
Nothing came to mind and I was getting scared.
Where could he be?
"God B you need a shower," Savannah scrunched up her face.
I laughed lightly, "yea I should go do that, afterwards we can go get something to eat."
She nodded, "yea."
I grinned and walked into the bathroom.
I stripped down, hopping in the shower.
I still had a scar where I got shot and it pained me when I touched it.
***
I threw my hair in a messy bun and my eyes widened when I saw Savannah cuddled up on the couch crying.
"Sav what's wrong?"
"Blake broke up with me," tears streamed down her face as her body shook.
My eyes darkened, "did he say why?"
"No," she muttered, "just that it was over between us. Do you think he cheated on me?"
"I wouldn't put it past him," I replied with gritted teeth.
Her muffled cries was killing me and at this point, I wanted to kill Blake.
Why the hell did he break up with her?!
I had half a mind to call Jake and ask him but he probably wouldn't answer so I pressed Jayce.
"Yea?" He answered immediately.
"Where's Blake?" I demanded.
"Uh I don't know why?"
"He shattered my best friend's heart and I want to strangle him," I replied flatly.
"He did?"
"Yea. Does Jake know where he is?"
There was a pause on his end.
"Jayce?!"
"What?"
"Does Jake know where he is?" I asked a bit louder this time.
"I don't know Brooke...."
"Hey have you seen Chase?" I questioned.
"No," he seemed kinda annoyed.
"Well uh once I find Blake just remind him that I'm gonna kill him."
"Okay. Bye."
"Bye."
Why wouldn't anybody tell me anything?! Where's Blake?! Why won't Jake talk to me?
"Hey B?"
"Yea?"
"Can we just go eat and deal with Blake later?" She asked.
I nodded, "yea sure."
I couldn't believe Blake would hurt like this. Oh wait I did. I always knew he was a jerk but I didn't want to tell Savannah that her ex was bad news.
I grabbed my car keys and followed Sav out the door.
"Where do you want to go?"
She shrugged, "Queens."
Queens was a restaurant downtown and it was delicious.
"Okay."
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"Okay we're here Sav, come on."
She nodded and stepped out of the car.
"What are you doing here Jayce?" I inquired.
"I didn't want you to deal with Blake alone."
"But how in the heck did you even know we would be here?"
He sighed, "you're being tracked Brooke, all I had to do was ask Jake."
"Jake is tracking me?!"
"Its for your own safety."
I blinked at him, "for my own safety? Jayce I'm not the freaking president! My location shouldn't concern Jake."
"You think its just Jake?" He chuckled, "he's the least of it. Every gang in New York is tracking you including your father."
"My dad is in a gang?!" I shireked.
"Gang leader, he's against Jake."
My eyes widened, "what?!"
"Sorry Brooklyn but that's just how your father is."
I couldn't process this. How could my own father keep this big of a secret from me?
"Remember Tyler Ryland?" He muttered.
"Yea...."
Tyler Ryland was the guy who took my first time....
"Your dad payed him to do it."
"What?" My voice cracked, "my own dad payed the person that ruined my life to do it?"
He nodded solemnly, "I'm sorry Brooke. I just thought you should know."
I sat down at the table Jayce was sitting at, "I can't believe it...."
"I'm sorry Brooke."
"Is that Jake kissing Madison?" Savannah blurted out.
My heart stopped.
"What?!"
I turned to see what she was talking about.
Sure enough, there was Jake kissing Madison Harper, my worst enemy!
Tears welled up in my eyes.
I made eye contact with Jake's chocolate brown eyes but I couldn't stare at them like I always do.
As soon as he saw me crying, his eyes widened and he pushed Madison off him.
"Brynn!"
I looked away from him; pushing past everyone and running to the nearest bathroom.

Jake
Her lips were disgusting and I wanted to puke.
She was straggling my waist with her legs and digging her nails into my back.
I kept trying to tell myself that it was for her own good that I ignored her and moved on but I kept seeing her face in my head.
I looked into her beautiful blue eyes and my eyes widened.
I pushed Madison off me.
"Brynn!" I shouted, mentally kicking myself for letting Madison lay her dirty hands on me.
God why am I so stupid?!
"Jake why did you push me off you?!" Madison demanded.
"First off all you're a terrible kisser and I'm just putting you back where you belong, on the floor."
She blinked at me in shock, "face it Madison, I will never see anything in you!"
"Then why did you kiss me then?"
I ran a hand through my hair, "I was trying to force myself to move on but it didn't work, I love her."
She narrowed her eyes at me, "why her?"
"Because she means everything to me unlike you, who doesn't mean shit to me."
"How can you be so stupid?!" Jayce shouted at me, "you shattered her heart."
I looked at the ground, "I know I know, I'm such an idiot."
"You're right you are."
It killed me that she hated me. It broke me that I made me cry.
Why am I such an idiot?
I hated the fact that my mom was right, I'm such a damn screw up.








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