Will somebody please
Tell me how to live beyond
The assignments
And
Papers
Because I don't seem to know what to do with
Free time
And
Breaks
The only breaks I like are the ones fueled with anxiety
Where I have to force myself away from a deadline
To eat
To sleep
To breathe
What good is time off if you don't have any pressure
Any
Stressful anticipations
There is no gladness for food because I do not starve
There is no joy in silence when it is always there
There is no appreciation for a nap when you are rested.
It seems I lack the ability to be content
To be
Happy
I wish I could allow myself to relax and be happy.
DU LIEST GERADE
The Book of Healing
PoesieShe's not okay, but writing it down helps. - Part I: It's time to rip off the band-aid. Poems: slam, traditional, free-verse. The first twenty are not up to par with the others, but this is an ongoing journey so I feel the need to include them...
