Normal is boring normal is boring
Drill it in me
Engrain it in my soul
Speak it until you're blue in the face
But I still tire of being me
Of not being ok
Of not being normal
I strive to be innocent
Blissful
Immature
Being stupid and making the same mistakes everyone else does
Letting the players play my heart
Pushing the limits of limiting rules
Testing the patience of patientless people
And
Not watching what I say
In fear of the judge not smiling in my favor
Scared of making the wrong decision
And not joking when I say I could die
Tired of not feeling completely here
Not being able to get better quick enough
So yes
Normal is boring
But good god I don't care
Just not this
Anything but this
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The Book of Healing
שיריםShe's not okay, but writing it down helps. - Part I: It's time to rip off the band-aid. Poems: slam, traditional, free-verse. The first twenty are not up to par with the others, but this is an ongoing journey so I feel the need to include them...
