It's been three years since I gave birth to my beautiful daughter, which we call rosy.
She's the light of my day, she's the reason every day I live.My birth mom just passed last week and I'm doing awful. Knowing I barely knew her breaks my fragile heart. It makes me feel broken all over and I can't do nothing to fix that.
Jimin and Jungkook have been by my side ever since and it makes me feel so loved inside, it makes me so happy to know they both still love me so much or even more.
But today is one of my depressed days where I lay in my bed all day and cry. Jungkook is taking rosy to the doctors today for a check up , and Jimin is visiting his brother in Seoul.
I'm all alone, there's No one here with me and that fucking leaves me insane. I just want to see my mom. Is that to much to ask for. Should I lesson my wants? Should I just wait till it's my time or should I kill myself to be with her?
Please tell me, because I think I'll go for the last request. I'm helpless and useless to this world and I don't want to be a burden any more.
I don't want to be taken care of any more. I'm gonna sacrifice my life for all the pain I caused people.
I need to be gone. I need to die. I hate myself and what I've become. There is nothing that can help. Or is it?
Death is my one solution.
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Sorry for the short chap.
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