Dear Dawson- 27

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by alligatorfood

by alligatorfood

December 28

Dear Dawson, Mom's funeral was today, and I tried not to cry in front of everyone.

I failed.

I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed miserably into Conner shoulder for so many different reasons.

I am miserable. God, I'm so miserable.

But it's not just because of her death.

That does play a huge role in it, of course, but that's not all of it. I was struggling before this.

I've never thought about things so absolutely cruel until now.

I'm going to do it.

Love,
Kindley.