daddy kink | joshler + bryler

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it's been a year (6/16/18) since i started writing this story...

i am hurt.

in various ways, i'm broken.

no one ever loves me like i love them.

daddy only cares about me. i'm in love with him.

i think.

i'm not so sure anymore.

i don't think josh likes me.

i think he's only using me.

but what if he's not?

what if josh actually likes me for who i am?

what if it's too late?

what if he's realized that i'm too messed up to be in love with, let alone like?

all these what if's but what if josh is hurt?

what if he's in pain right now?

what if josh is kicked out of here and i never see him again?

everything sucks.

i can't even fix anything.

i am a failure.

a heartbroken, confused failure.