Chapter 14: Warring Within

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Yoongi

There was a point to which Min Yoongi had felt like he had, had enough.

For the past few weeks you haven't returned my calls Y/n-ah  he thought as he threw down his phone.

He couldn't cope with it. He couldn't cope with any of it. Where had you gone? Why hadn't you contacted him yet? Why is it that every time one of them had to go somewhere we suddenly became strangers again?

I've lost you once y/n but I swore that I would protect you...and there is nothing that would stop me from that.

You have to go after her Min Yoongi you have to

Every time he had decided to be brave it was a psychological war that raged inside of him.

She's in danger and you can't even rise to your feet you idiot

He could feel his knees feeling weak already Please please keep walking he told himself. His breaths came in short intervals as he was trying so hard to calm himself.

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"Yoongi hyung" he could hear the littler's voice so clearly even after all these years

"What is it now" he had responded so rudely back then. His hair was a snow, white color and he had worn his favorite leather jacket that day. His boots crawling their way up past his ankles and securing around the lower half of his calves. A knife had been stored in the strap that secured the boot, and in the other a gun.

He began twirling the knife in his hand as to intimidate the little boy but to no success as the boy stood as tall and as sturdy as he had done every other time he called out for his hyung.

"Please teach me" the littler said, his eyes pleading for any instruction at all

"You've asked me that more times than I can count" Yoongi mumbled turning back in his chair to face his desk.

"I don't want to do anything half-heartedly" the boy answered back strongly

"Then don't" Yoongi simply replied

He had, had enough of the boy by now. He gave a quick huff of a breath and rose from his chair.

"If you need help and I can't seem to make you any better then why do you keep coming back to me kid?" Yoongi asked slowly losing his patience

The little boy fidgeted with his fingers

"It's not that you can't get through to me..." he quietly whispered

At this point Yoongi rememeberd just how much the boy had hesitated. His hands ran through his hair....his fingers fidgeted with his belt loop 

and then finally the next part

he was able to stutter out

"It's just that I've never killed before.... I don't know if I want to kill"

Fear.

That's what it was

The boy's voice shook as soon as he thought of killing.

His eyes were filled with tears

But despite it all he still wanted to learn

He wanted to learn to protect somebody, Yoongi finally understood

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