Long after I had collected the courage to open the box, I was still confused about what it was all about. There were papers -the big and small ones. They were his handwriting, I recognized.
I picked one of the paper.
"Dear Tommy,
I don't think I can endure anymore pain. Help.
Love, Logan."
It hit me with pain. I picked another one.
"Dear Tommy,
I'm sorry. I love you.
Love, Logan."
I fell to my knees as a realization came through my mind. But I didn't believe it, so I picked another one.
He was hurt.
I picked another one.
He loved me.
I picked another one.
Logan, I had just discovered, was nothing but secrets. I thought I had known him. But I hadn't. At all.
I only knew one Logan. And this, Logan who wrote on these papers, was another Logan I knew nothing about. He was hurt. He was depressed. And I hated myself for thinking that he was fine. He was the one who said everything would be alright. And he was also the one who gave up.
I picked another paper.
I asked myself, how much did I know him?
I picked another one.
He never told me his parents were against homosexuality.
I picked another one.
Did I really fall in love with the same person who wrote these papers?
I picked another one.
Tears were coming. My hands were shaking. I could hear these angry voices in my ears that suddenly became audible.
I picked another one.
He really did cut himself to death.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
He Left Me Alone
Novela JuvenilHis name was Logan McHale. And i didn't know why he left me alone. Short Story #171 (06/28/2014)