Unexpected Love Story

Chapter 44: March 13-Friday

Brithella's POV

I really feel so hopeless right now. Hindi ko alam kung paano pa ako nagising ngayon. I just want to sleep. I want a rest. I'm so tired. Yesterday gave me a shit day. Yesterday gave me the worst day ever in my life.

I hate everyone. I even hate myself.

Glyza, my bestfriend slapped me twice. Yanna, my bestfriend is mad at me. Cass, my cousin slash bestfriend she hate me! They are all mad at me. They hate me! They hate me. What have I done?

I looked at the mirror. I'm stressed, ugly, tired, hopeless, alone--- I'M WEAK!!

I really hate myself.

Unti-unti akong napapaluhod. I don't know what to do. I know my tears, won't help me. Crying all day won't work.

"And one more thing, commiting suicide won't help you to solve your problem. Just go to president duterte... He hates drug"

Gago 'yung lalaking 'yun. Hindi ako drugs! Sa ganda kong 'to? Hindi na pala. Haggard ako dahil sobrang stress ko ngayon.

Everyone hates me now. My bestfriends hate me. Kapre hates me too. I hate also myself.

Hindi ko na kailangang mabuhay pa. Ayaw na sa'kin ng mga taong mahal ko.

I want to finish my life. I want to end it right now.

Susulat pa kaya ako ng note o hindi na?

It's useless. It won't make any sense for them. They hate me right now.

I heaved I sigh.

God, please forgive me. I'm really tired right now and I dont know what to do. Everyone hates me and I hate myself too.

Umikot ang paningin ko at naramdaman ko kung paano ako bumagsak sa sahig at naitama sa kahoy ng kama ang ulo ko. Pero bago ako napapikit ng mata, narinig kong tumunog ang cellphone ko.

You're late but thank you, who ever you are. For the second time around, nagawa ko na. Nagawa ko na.

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Glyza's POV

"Please... please pepper please talk to me."

"Just leave me alone. I hate you. I hate arcie. I hate you both. Leave me alone! Ayaw kong makipag-usap sayo!!" Galit kong sigaw.

Hindi ako umiiyak dahil pinipigilan ko ang mata ko. Ayokong ipakita na mahina ako.

"Please..." Mahina ang tinig ng boses niya. Umiiyak siya.

I found myself holding the knob of my door and grip it out.

"Oh god..." Lumiwanag ang mukha niya at mabilis na lumapit sakin upang yakapin ako pero nakatayo lang ako ng tuwid. "I missed you so much pepper. Please... please let's talk about this. Ayokong masira ang relasyon natin dahil sa pagkakamali namin ng kaibigan natin."

Bigla akong napakapit ng madiin sa shirt niya dahil nanlumo ang tuhod ko. Yeah arcie is my bestfriend but what she did? I don't know if I can forgive her. She just proved me that my mom is right.

"Please don't cry mas lalo akong nasasaktan. Pepper please let's talk about it. Okay? Hindi kita kayang lokohin." Pareho kaming napa-upo sa gilid ng kama ko. He's hugging me habang hinahagod niya ang likod ko. "Walang may gusto sa nangyari. Lasing si arcie, kaya niya iyon nagawa. Don't be mad at her. May---AWW!!" I pushed him away from me. How could he cover that dirty girl's fault after what she did to him?

"He kissed you ivan!" Galit kong sigaw sakanya. Umiyak na ako ng tuluyan. 'Yung tuloy tuloy na sa pag-agos angg luha ko. "I never expected she can do it and look, to her bestfriend's boyfriend? To her boyfriend's bestfriend? What the hell!! Then now, you're covering her mistake? Oh ghad must really forgive me about this but..." I stopped a little bit. Naka-upo parin siya sa sahig. "She's a witch. She potioned kyle and you and all of your friends." Nagulat siya sa sinabi ko. Pinunasan ko ang papatak kong luha. "And... and now you're telling me that she was drunk that time so she is not aware of what she's doing?" Binato ko sakanya 'yung unan ko. "I hate her. I hate you too!!" Binato ko ulit 'yung isa pang unan. "I know how much you enjoyed... h-her k-kissed.... " Umiyak na naman ako. Tumayo na siya at niyakap ako. "Get away from me. Go on. Leave me alone!! I hate you!!" Kumakalas ako sa yakap niya pero mas lalo pang humigpit 'yun. "I saw the way you kisses her back!!" Humina na ako ng tuluyan.