Gerard.
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All people do us use me up, hurt me and make me want to fucking kill myself!
You know what? I might as well just fucking do it.
Frank has his other boyfriends. He can fuck with them! I give up.
I held a suicidal conversation in my head that lasted hours. I decided fuck it, I'll do it.
I reached for my phone and left a voicemail for Frank and Mikey.
"I'm sorry, I love you."
I left the house and began the long walk to the Belleville Bridges. I can jump.
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Getting there my anxiety raced, the thought of all of this going away was.. finally in reach.
I sat on the bar, stopping people falling. I took a deep breath and stood there for a good few minutes.
"FUCK THIS." I screamed and tried to throw myself off before a strong firm grip held me back.
I turned, floods of tears staining my face.
"LET ME GO!" I yelled at them, my tears blurring all of my vision. I didn't need this!
The person pulled me in, their strong arms holding me tight in a hug.
I looked up once my screams and tears had faded.
"B-b-be-bert?"
He cared.
He cared enough to stop me.Fuck you Frank Iero. I now have someone so, so much more willing.
That's wrong, that's wrong I'm lying to myse-
No. I need Bert now.
Fuck my life.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Cutting Edge (Frerard)
RomanceThis is an eventful ferard fanfic. Some parts are more triggering than others.