『 restart 』 - √completed√

22 - bill denbrough.

i love writing chapters at 3:40AM when I'm depressed and asking why i'm still alive

also thank y'all for the comments and views . you guys are the LOML's 💙💙 and the comments abt that drawing 💛💛💍💍

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who the hell?

im being kissed by someone I don't even know.

i want to break the kiss, and take off my blindfold- but the persons lips..
it feels so nice on mine.

so i kept it going. im not scared that it could be a rapist or whatever, becuase richie and eddie said that they knew that person.

it was someone on the camp. but who? everyone was taken-
expect.. expect stanley.

no. no no no. it can't be him. that means that- I like us kissing?

im supposed to hate him. he's supposed to hate me. it's how it works!

i really need to know who this guy is.

but this kiss. it's like my drug. I need more of it.

we pull apart because lack of air.

"w-who are you?" I ask.

"i-i.. promise you won't get mad?" they say quietly.

"uh—I don't k-nuh-know" I say, and they bit his lip. i lick mine.

they sigh, then pulls me closer. hands still on my waist, mine still on their shoulders.

they kiss me again, more fluffy this time. not aggressive, just sweet.

i smile. who is this person?

they pull back, then puts a hand on my blindfold. they carefully lift it up.

"it's me- stan." He half smiles, and my heart drops.

"s-suh-suh-suh-stanley?" I say.

this is a whole new side of him..

"yeah. please don't leave. I did this for you because I felt bad. please pease please don't-" he shook his head.

i cut him off with a kiss on the lips. he puts his hands in the back of my head, and we kiss for a while.

then he pulls back.

"you're n-not mad at me?" He asks.

"i am, but y-yuh-you look too cute right n-now." i smirk, and he blushes.

we miss again, and another song starts playing.

"i am I city boy.."

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short chapter

song used:

city boy - calpurina

aka my favorite song omfg 😍😍