The Cold Hearted Girl

Chapter 10

            Angela's POV

"Angela," my mom called me from downstairs.

"What?"

"Come here, I have to ask you something."

Ugh!

Now I have to get up.

Why can't she ask me the question by shouting like that?

It's the first time I'm studying without her telling me, and she is calling me so when I come back I won't be able to study again. 

"Angela! why are you not coming?"

"Fine, I'm coming."

I reached downstairs with three big jumps on the stair.

"Come, sit here," she patted the place next to her.

I sat beside her and asked, "what is it?"

"As you know, your birthday is in a week."

"Okay, I know," I said the okay with a raised brow.

"I don't know what to get you for your birthday, so I need your help."

"How can I help you in getting me a gift?"

"There is two things on my mind, that I want to give you as a gift." "I don't know which one to choose, so I need your help in here."

"Okay."

"In my mind, I will put one of the gift in my left hand and the other in my right hand, and you will choose right or left depending on your choice I will get you the gift." She finished all with a smile 😊.

"Now choose," she demanded, holding her hands in front of her.
I don't know which one to choose, if I choose the left one maybe I will regret it, same goes for the right one.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

I will choose the left, no the right, no the left, no right, no left.

Am I okay? Fighting with myself.

I opened my eyes and looked at my mom.

I decided which one to choose,  buttt if I regret it I will, I will what?

I even don't know what I will do if I regret it.

"Sweetheart I'm tired and I want to sleep, so say which one you want, right or left?"

"Right," I said it without thinking about it.

"Finally," my mom said and got up to go to her room, but of course before going, she kissed me and said her goodbye.

I went to my room and packed my books 📚.

I made my bed and sat on it, and decided to think about my life.

I started talking to myself in the inside.

Next week is my birthday, I will be 18 years old.

On the day of my birthday, November first, will be exactly two years.

Two years and I haven't seen him once.

But I don't care even after 20 years, if I see him I will make him regret everything he did to me.

But the problem is that I can't, I can't wait for that long, I have to find him as soon as possible.

I'm not good at finding people, its time to get help from some people.
Those last four and a half years of my life has been a living hell, probably if I hadn't had my mom I wouldn't have been able to survive it.

She was there when no one else was, she supported me with the decisions I made that could have changed my life.

I wouldn't change her with the world 🌏.

Tomorrow I will ask Kate if she knows anyone good at finding people.

For now that's enough I have to get some sleep.

I turned to turn the lights off, when I saw the picture.

It was my dad, mom, and I.

We were in the amusement park.  
I really miss my dad.

My eyes welled up with tears.

Dad, I don't know if you can hear me, but still I will say what I want to.

I really really really miss you.

Life without you is very hard.

I wish you were here, you could have cheered me up when I was down.

You were always there for me, but now you aren't.

A tear fell on the picture, and I traced my fingers on my fathers smiling face.

When mom wasn't there, you were the one who helped me with my homework.

You helped wearing my clothes when I was struggling with them.

When mom was mad at me, because I broke her favorite vase you hid me behind you.

When I was getting bad marks and mom wasn't buying me stuff, you were buying it for me secretly.
When I was grounded, because I had made a mistake you were secretly coming to room and playing with me even though I'm sure my mom knew it but she acted like she didn't.

Dad, I would do anything to have you back here, in our arms.

I kissed the photo and put it on  my heart.

I love you daddy.

I put the picture back on the drawer, and turned the lights off with eyes full of tears.

I layed on bed, but I wasn't feeling anything.

I just could feel the tears coming down non stop.

On that freezing night, I fall asleep with my tears.

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               Author's Note

Heyy my friends.

Wallah I don't know what to say.

Thanks for reading the story.
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