the loss part 8

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1 month later

He enterd his room slowly she is asleep.....
He keeps his coat on the chair.
And went to her , pated her hairs

She woke up

She opened her eyes and saw him
He kissed her nose
Rajveer - kitni baar kaha hai ,ke agar main raat ko late ho jaun to khana kha liya karo.

She got up and sat

Naina - main to khalu , par ap akele do roti se zyada nahi khate ho.
Ap washroom ho aiye , main khana garam karti hun.

She said with a fade smile.....

He kissed her forehead before going to the loo.

She got down from the bed and went to the kitchen.

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They are having dinner

Rajveer - humari tickets confirm ho gayi hai goa ki....

Naina - dates bata dena ,main packing kar lungi.

Rajveer - puja kal se maternity leave pe jane wali hai...

Maj shah puch rahe the ke tum kab se join karne wali ho

Naina - soch rahi hun next month se kar lun...

Rajveer - you need to regain your health first....
Main tumhare dryfruit milk ka glass subah bana kar fridge mein rakh kar gaya tha ... peeya kyun nahi tumne

Naina - lunch heavy tha....
Peene ka man nahi kiya...

Rajveer placed his hand on her....

Rajveer - you know I love you....

She noded a yes....

Rajveer - I want to see you happy and healthy like before...

Naina - I am happy....
She said smiling at him and looked away quickly.

She is concentrating on her plate and he glared her for a brief time and then ate the last morsel of his plate.

Rajveer - I have invited huda and alekh for dinner tomorrow.....

Naina - huda ke sath sameera ko bhi bula lenge...he will get happy...

Rajveer - ofcourse .... huda ne batya tha ke sameera is also in town.

Naina - i was wondering if we can ask puja and ali to stay here....
Its her 2nd last month....she was saying that its getting difficult to manage alnoe when ali is on duty....

If she will be here , then I will be able to take care of her....

Even she took care of me in my starting months...
She said abruptly and stopped .... and her face colour drained out....

He got choked too.....

There was a screaming silence........

Naina - chawal thande ho gaye ... main garam karke lati hun.....

She tood up and went inside the kitchen with the rice pot....

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She is sleeping in his arms...
And he is ruffling her hairs and adoring her face .....

I gave you nothing..........
Neither a child ......nor a family........infact u lost ur father because of me.....I m not a good wife
....I don't think I m good enough for you.......and a day will come when you will give up on me...

If you want to end this marriage........I completely understand.....just leave me Rajveer.........you deserve better than this......

A tear drop fell from his eyes....
What has he done to this innocent soul, she has forgotten to laugh and live life ..

After that night Rajveer begged in front of her going on his knees to not leave the house ....as she was asking him to let her go.

He went to see shalini that night itself told her everything and cried in front of her for help.....

Shalini told him to take her to the psychiatrist ....as she seems slipping into depression....

Rajveer rushed with her to the psychiatrist next day....

From last one month she is on anti depressants......with regular counselling.

The pain he gave her is the reason of her condition....
Not once she complained about how he had treated her when she was pregnant....

Not ventilating out is the main reason of her desease.
The poison is killing her from inside.

Flashback with psychiatrist

Ps - take a break....with your routine life.....go out of town....anywhere.....
And try to start again your sex life.....as you said is in standby since her pregnancy.

Make her go to work again....if possible ask her friends to visit her more often.....

Only medicines are not going to work.......You are more potential than any medicine to pull her out of this deppression.......

He kissed her cheeks again with all the love...and care .....

Only if he had given this love and care at the right time.

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Ali - hum jo keh rahe hai bohot soch samajh ke keh rahe hai sir....

Aur isme puja ki bhi razamandi hai

Rajveer - tumhara aur puja ka dil bohot bada hai ali....
Par ye baat bohot sensitive hai....
Main chahta hun tum thoda aur soch samajh ke faisla lo....

Ye karna itna asan nahi hoga .... aur main phir se naina ko us dard se guzarne nahi de sakta.....

Ali - sir hum apna man bana chuke hain...... faisla ab ap ko lena hai.....

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