Short stories and things

A scream

A scream

A scream that burns my veins with pleasure,

A smile that punctures my heart with pain.

A happiness I can only reach when I’m hurting you,

A sadness only created by your joy.

I’m so lost with you in my head,

So at loss when you can’t feel the hatred

Beneath my heart.

Keep holding on to life, the lie you live.

I will not follow you to the end,

But will keep you afloat in your endeavours,

I will not follow your cruel ways,

But I cannot live without paying you back the hurt.

Do not break the spirit I have,

You break my bones,

You push me back,

I’m turning into you… It’s all your fault!



Just crawl back into that black heart of yours and leave me be.

I'm really unsure about this poem so feedback is very much welcome! I hope you enjoy-Listen to the song to go with it, it was one of the main inspirations  also it is amazing :D