Car Accident [BokuAka]

Good Bye

-Akaashi's POV-

I don't know what will I feel right now. Here we are heading to Amagi Brilliant Park. The place where me and my parents were planning to go on the day of my birthday. I'm forcing myself to convince that Bokuto just randomly thought of inviting me on this park on the day of my birthday. I mean there are a lot of times we had a date but why here and why now?

Bokuto: Akaashi? Is there any problem?

Akaashi: Ah.. nothing! B-but..

Bokuto: But?

Akaashi: Why did you chose this place and why did you invite me on the day of my birthday?

Bokuto: I ask Hide-san if there is anything you like on your birthday. He told me you like amusement park so I thought Amagi Brilliant Park is better.

Akaashi: Ah...

Bokuto: And t-to t-tell y-you the t-truth... I didn't know it's your birthday today... I'm sorry...

Akaashi: Don't say sorry! It's my fault for not telling you anything about me hahahaha

Bokuto: Oh! That's right! You should tell me more about yourself!

Akaashi: I also don't know anything about you hahaha

Bokuto: Then let's tell everything about ourselves today! You go first hahaha

Akaashi: Hmmmm.... what should I tell you or what do you want to know about me?

Bokuto: Can I ask about your parents more?

Akaashi: Oh... that... My mom is a teacher while my dad is an architect. Both of them met when my dad was planning on designing a school building for renovation. Since my mom is a teacher on that school, she was assigned to guide my dad. After a year, my dad decided to court my mom. And after 4 years in a relationship, they got married. But the feeling of being with them didn't last long. It feels like it just happened yesterday. I was 12 years old when that incident happen. Me, my mom and my dad are planning to go on an amusement park. Onii-chan didn't came with us since he was practising for his upcoming tournament that time. I really really love Amagi Brilliant Park that time cause they have a lot of unique things and activities that other amusement park doesn't have. We were happily chatting inside the car but then.... everything went black... I just woke up knowing that my parents died on the car accident and it's just me who was left alive. I didn't had the chance to be with them on the funeral because I was comatosed for two months. I don't know my older brother felt that time. He was always saying that he should have save them if he was with us that time. I tried to commit suicide back then but my older brother always stops me. It seems like he always know when and where will I do it. But one day I almost killed myself.... I was crossing a road but I know that it's still a red light. I got hit by a fast approaching car. The doctors tried to revive me because I lost a lot of blood and they did a lot of surgery on me. That was when I had my legs and elbow surgery. My legs where fine but my elbows where really shattered and the doctors don't know if I can still use my arms properly. My brother told the doctors to try their best to fix my elbow since i was a setter of the volleyball club back then. I saw my brother crying really hard and that was my first time seeing him like that. I know I lost my parents too but seeing my older brother that time, I decided that I won't leave him too. I don't want him to feel alone. I want to live and be with him so that I can protect him and to make him happy. The surgery was successful but when I was back to the club, I can't control the ball the way I used to before. It took me a year to give up... to give up on volleyball. And I stopped playing for two years and then I met you. A guy who believes in me knowing that I can still play volleyball if I work hard and do my best on everything. And that's my life! You're next Bokuto-san! Don't cheat and tell me everything! Hahahaha

Bokuto: Akaashi... Is it on the Amagi crossing where the car accident happen where your parents died?

Akaashi: Yes how did you know?

Bokuto: ah... ha...ha... just a lucky guess! Akaashi i think my head really hurts right now. Let's go home cause I want to take a rest.

Akaashi: Oh right! I think you're tired since you had classes whole day. Let's just talk about your story some other day~

Bokuto: Oh... yes sure...

Bokuto walked with me on my way home. It's weird that he's been quiet when we left Amagi. Maybe his head really hurts so bad.

Akaashi: Thanks for the treat Bokuto-san! Oh! I almost forgot!

I pulled something from my pocket and wore it to Bokuto.

Bokuto: A bracelet?

Akaashi: Yep! A couple bracelet! Always wear that okay? Happy Birthday Bokuto-san!

Bokuto: Oh... haha...ha.... thank you and h-happy b-birthday too...

Akaashi: Are you not really feeling well? Please go home and take a rest.

Bokuto: Ah.. right...

Akaashi: Take care and eat a lot okay? Good night!

I was about to kiss him on the cheeks but then he turned his head away... what's happening?

Bokuto: I'm sorry... I think I'm not really feeling well right now. Please go inside and take a rest now. Good night.... and Good bye.

He slowly walked away from me. Did I do something wrong? I want to hug him tight right now and ask why is he acting like that. But my feet feels like it's glued on the floor and i can't run nor walk right now. I'm stuck here thinking what have I done today. Bokuto why? Why did you said Good bye to me? That was the first time you said it to me.