people say it gets better but when,
if it ever does get better?
years of my life & it hasn't got better
but only worse.
it only gets worse,
until you no longer exist
to care about it.
until you're burned to ashes
& you have no thoughts to comprehend,
you live your whole life in hope for it to get better
and it never does.
you just get more issues to deal with,
time heals not a fcuking thing.
it buries deep
& if you can't find other problems tp worry about
the old ones keep coming back on surface,
until the day you finally give up.
until the day your mind, body & soul is far more bruised than you can handle,
the only way left is nowhere . . .
you give in
in hope that it may stop.
although, nobody knows if it does
or not,
or you just get different things in after life to care about,
if . . . it exists.
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