Overdosed ✔

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Dreaming

Dreaming is all i know how to do
Since i was a kid, i learned to do it
With open eyes as i grew up,
Dreaming of a candy father may bring home,
Dreaming of the guy with chestnut brown hair,
Dreaming with my eyes close
& dreaming with the words he spoke,
Dreaming of a perfect night
When prince charming would sweep me of my feet,
Dreaming of heartbreak when i
Won't fit his aesthetics,
Dreaming of the ice cream on a summer day,
Dreaming my cold pale lips against his under mistletoe,
Dreaming of chasing butterflies,
Dreaming of losing you because of my lies,
Dreaming of my wedding day
Dreaming when on alter you didn't show up,
Dreaming of driving down those fast city lanes,
Dreaming when i forgot to hit the break,
Dreaming of lying in the back of an ambulance,
Dreaming of seeing your perfect face
Before i won't remember a thing,
Dreaming of gasping for air cause its all too much to take in
And finally when i wake up
Lying under a black casket,
At least you made it to my funeral
& kissed my dead lips
For as if it was a fairytale & i may revive.

Now i may sleep
& let go of all those dreams.

< s.m >

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