"Can we pretend that aeroplanes in night sky are shooting stars?
'cause i could really use a wish right now."
There's something inside that hurts
when every time someone brings your name up
or the thought of you crosses my mind.
At first, it was numbingly painful & frequent
that i didn't wanna breath at all
but as time went by
it became easier,
or maybe i just got used to it.
Yet it don't mean it doesn't hurt anymore,
I'd be lying if i say it don't.
Whenever the pain occurs
I take sharp breathes
In hope it'll pass soon
And it is a reminder
that how toxic you were to my heart.
It's just a side effect of withdrawal,
After all i got too caught up in your pretentious love,
It's like my punishment for falling for you.
Sometimes i think
Maybe if . . .
If i see you once or talk to you
It'd become remotely easy
Just to know you haven't forgotten me.
But then again . . .
I know
It'll just make it worse
After all, we separated on "good terms"
as to quote you.
But really, how good do you think it was?
How good you think it is?
That every time mind remembers you ,
It shut down
& i have to struggle to breathe.
I have to remind my heart that it beats for me
Instead of you.
It was good indeed
we weren't meant to be,
but just so you know
I still wish for us
on every shooting star i see.
< s.m >
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