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The waves roll below like oceans of tides in my mind,
I scream your name but my mouth is filled with the salty water and I feel myself falling under again,
I'm standing on soft warm sand sinking into it like its made of foam,
I think I'm drowning in you again.
Why do you always have to fill my lungs with your toxic water?
For fucks sake, I'm begging you. . .
Let me breath
You killed me enough already when you let me fall,
and now it just feels like you're trying to hide my body.
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You're like a rose in a garden,
You were planted and you grew.
You're so beautiful, I wanted to keep you in my home. I wanted you with me.
So I picked you.
But that was a mistake because now you've wilted and tears drop on your pedals as I put you back outside.
I tried to contain you.
Even though I gave you everything you needed, you still died.
Maybe some things just aren't meant to be contained.
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to ruin you.
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If only I didn't ache so badly when I said your name,
I can barley speak it,
My lips tremble and I feel like everything hurts,
They tell me that this kind of pain isn't physical,
But I feel like I have a thousand pounds laying on my chest,
And no matter how hard I try,
I can't lift it.
Fuck,
I miss you.
