Waking up in joshes arms, was just, amazing. I do miss Jenna terribly. But I'm happy she is so excepting and helped me understand this is for the best.
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I haven't heard from her in 3 days. I kind of figured since she said we will never see or talk to each other again.
〰2
I miss her voice. Her piercing, winter blue eyes. So beautiful. I'm going to miss her soft lips against mine. I'm gonna miss, everything. But, she was right, I love, Joshua. I'm glad I'll be able to except it. I'm glad I'll be able to call him mine some day. When I'm ready. I hope he can wait for me. I just need some time.
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I haven't taken my pills, but, I haven't been acting up. Blurry whispers, but the whispers echo more then usual. It hurts my head. I stay I'm my room to be alone.
〰4.
Josh has been asking if I'm alright. I say yes. I'm not alright. I will never be alright. I'm never gonna find true happiness. I'm. I'm a. A, goner. I'm an empty shell of emotion.
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The Skinny Boy °.°joshler°.°
FanfictionThis book is like really long the way I have this planned out. //I SUCK AT DESCRIPTIONS// Tyler Joseph is the skinny new kid in Joshua's school. He's an unusual type of skinny. He's anorexic. He also has schiz...
