I clicked away on my computer and after punching in my credit card number I hit confirm. I was sent a thank you email with small details talking about the prize I had just bought and how they appreciate my donation. I didn’t really care about any of it. I donated because I had the money and I sure as hell wasn’t doing much with it. It was for a youtuber, he was raising money so he could start a web series. I liked his videos. I liked who he was as a person, he deserved my money, god only knew he needed it more than I did. Money couldn’t make me happy not anymore, not ever. Just sucks I had so much of it.
Over the next few weeks I got series and series of emails about my donation and as soon as the payment officially went through and I was 10,000$ poorer I got an email that explained when and where I could receive my prize. I couldn’t really care less about it. I would go and claim it, after all I did pay for something but I knew it wouldn’t make a difference in my life. Things would still be the same and I would still be completely alone in this world.
