i don't deserve a person like you
lying awake at night thinking about me
you don't sleep, just think,
you forgive so easily
"it's because i love you"
maybe the reason i find it hard to trust people
is because in my partners i can only see myself
my black soul staring back
i expect the worst because i am the worst
and i got myself a beauty, landed the most stunning boy i could hope for
all for what?
being fake like you call me
do you love that?
you can see all i'm blind to
i'll never understand the love you have for me
but i love you too
