I quickly reached the spot Taehyung had pointed out.
On the other side of the road I noticed a black car and a person, probably girl, leaning down to talk to someone inside.
"That's all?" I asked the boy beside me.
"Shh look closely at the girl" I did as he said and despite the slight darkness, her petite figure appeared particularly familiar.
"Don't tell me she's-" I was shocked.
After a while the car left and the girl was blankly standing seemingly pretty lost.
I felt a pang in my chest. Waves of doubts swept over me. I felt disappointed and hurt.
As far as I knew she didn't have any friends except Jackson in Korea.
Why was Jiji meeting up with a stranger? Was she involved in something? Was I the only one who trusted blindly? What's happening?
With my mind filled with scenarios and an angered face I started heading back to the camp.
"Hyung what's wrong?" Taehyung questioned, the answer to which I myself didn't knew.
So I ended up ignoring him.
"Hyung I know what you're thinking but I'm dead sure you're misunderstanding Jessie" he insisted.
"And how can you prove that?"
Taehyung wondered his eyes in search of an answer but couldn't come up with a credible reason.
"Just trust my words" the boy assured. "And her" adding at last.
Though, his words were totally useless and forgotten pretty soon.
I'd really thought I could trust her but I was incredibly wrong. Now even seeing her face, when she came back, disgusted me. But I was more disgusted by myself for still loving her.
What was I even thinking?
I should've expected that though. Everyone would do anything for money or to get close to idols only because they're famous.
I wish I'd never seen her meet up with a stranger so I wouldn't doubt her like this.
I kept myself distanced from the others while they played games, ate snacks, drank and chatted about a lot of things, even private stuff and for the first time I'd thought it wasn't convenient in front of Jessie.
Still I stayed silent, nothing was for certain yet I was hurt for some incredibly stupid misunderstanding.
For that evening I just wanted to skip fast forward.
Just then I noticed Jimin was starting to get drunk. He kept swinging from left to right, then talking with the grass before holding onto Jessie and saying the randomest things ever.
I was the only one fully conscious so I had to go up to him and tell him to stop.
"Ya Jimin enough drinking for today" I pulled his arms away from Jessie while she glanced curiously at my sudden change of heart towards her.
It might've seemed hard to put him to sleep but as soon as he laid down, he was immediately knocked out. Poor boy must've been tired.
The rest were ok I guess, not too drunk or not too sober so I let tiredness take over me as well.
I don't know what to do with this anymore omg help
